Believe me, I will never hurt you

Memories

Anna's POV

I was not expecting to hear and see so many things at once.

Selena told me to come saying it would be fun. I knew Jack would be invited but I still went. I haven't talked with him for over a month and I was expecting him to come to me to talk. He didn't come. He spent most of his time with Leo and Emily and he looked happy.

And that guy Drake uhh, he just tries to talk to me. The main reason I don't talk to him is not that I hate him but because he reminds me of the time I spent with Jack. 

And now in the party, the whole truth is spilled with proof. Jack was telling me the truth from the beginning and I didn't believe him. I pushed him away and left him. And after that, oh boy.

And the fight. I moment Jack's head touched the ground, the sound produced was horrible. It sounded like it cracked. I wanted to do something but I couldn't. I was jammed at my spot. Luckily Leo helped him but Jack's condition was not good. I helped him to the couch and started to clean the blood. His nose was bleeding, his forehead was bleeding too and a slightly dislocated jaw. And the worst part is that all this happened because of me.

If only I had believed him, if only I gave him another chance, he wouldn't have to suffer so much. He did so much for me and this is how I returned it. I deserve to suffer instead of him.

Harry took out the car and Dan helped me to carry Jack to the car. Emily handed me an ice bag.

"Tell Jack's mom," I said to Emily. She nodded. 

Harry started the car. Dan also came and took the front seat. Jack's head was on my lap and I was putting the ice on his forehead. His pulse was steady but his breathing was slow.

"You have driver's license right?" Dan asked.

"No" Harry replied starting the engine.

"What no, don't kill us all dude"

"I can drive, I mean I have driven a few times"

"A few times? If you crash then-" 

"Will you two shut up?" I shouted at them. They instantly became silent.

We were near to the hospital and Jack was still unconscious. 

Harry and Dan carried him to the hospital and admitted him. I filled up the form.

He was in the operation center. He had a few glass pieces deep in his wound, had a broken nose and a dislocated jaw. He was in the OC when his mother came.

"Where is he?" She asked.

"In the operating center"

"How did it happen? Emily told me he got hurt, but how?"

I told her exactly what happened. How it was all my fault, as I didn't believe him. 

I thought she would slap me as I let all this happen to him. I was ready for it.

She came close and hugged me. My back of the dress was getting wet as she was crying.

"It's not your fault, he will be alright" She said. I knew he would be alright but I had a bad feeling about this. 

It was very late so Mrs. Smith called my mom and told her about it. They talked for a while.

"You should go home, should I drop you to your house?" She asked me.

"No, I want to stay" She nodded and told my mom.

I sat down on a chair and took out my phone. I put my earphones to hear some music. It was awfully quiet in the hospital and I wanted to keep my mind off from what happened. I started a playlist.

Here's to the ones that we got
Cheers to the wish you were here, but you're not
'Cause the drinks bring back all the memories
Of everything we've been through
Toast to the ones here today
Toast to the ones that we lost on the way
'Cause the drinks bring back all the memories
And the memories bring back, memories bring back youThere's a time that I remember, when I did not know no pain
When I believed in forever, and everything would stay the same
Now my heart feel like December when somebody say your name
'Cause I can't reach out to call you, but I know I will one day, yeahEverybody hurts sometimes
Everybody hurts someday, ayy ayy
But everything gon' be alright
Go and raise a glass and say, ayyHere's to the ones that we got
Cheers to the wish you were here, but you're not
'Cause the drinks bring back all the memories
Of everything we've been through
Toast to the ones here today
Toast to the ones that we lost on the way
'Cause the drinks bring back all the memories
And the memories bring back, memories bring back youDoo doo, doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo
Memories bring back, memories bring back youThere's a time that I remember when I never felt so lost
When I felt all of the hatred was too powerful to stop (ooh, yeah)
Now my heart feel like an ember and it's lighting up the dark
I'll carry these torches for ya that you know I'll never drop, yeahEverybody hurts sometimes
Everybody hurts someday, ayy ayy
But everything gon' be alright
Go and raise a glass and say, ayyHere's to the ones that we got (oh)
Cheers to the wish you were here, but you're not
'Cause the drinks bring back all the memories
Of everything we've been through (no, no)
Toast to the ones here today (ayy)
Toast to the ones that we lost on the way
'Cause the drinks bring back all the memories (ayy)
And the memories bring back, memories bring back you............

I don't know when I fell asleep.

Somebody was shaking me to wake me up. I saw through the window and it was dawn. I looked up to a worried Mrs.Smith and I got up. A doctor and a nurse came out of the operating room. Wait, did they spent all night on Jack's surgery? Was he in serious condition?

"Are you the mother of Jack Smith?" He asked Mrs.Smith.

"Yes, is my son alright?" She asked shakily. I could see Harry and Dan standing behind the doctor looking very serious.

"Yes, he is stable and he is out of any danger but...." 

"But what?" I asked. 

"Well after some scans we found out that his limbic system was injured and-" 

"And what?" Mrs. Smith asked fast. I was shaking heavily as I knew what the doctor was going to say.

"He might lose his memory"