Destined To Love❤

Part 35 - Sorry!

Raglak were now alone in laksh's room (hospital) as nyonika had went home to bring something for laksh and had given strict instructions to ragini about not leaving laksh's side and taking good care of him.

So much time had passed since they sat together and spoke to each other and finally they got that time.

Ragini gave a genuine smile to laksh while he just ignored.

Ragini sat beside him.

Ragini - so how are you feeling now?

Laksh - tumhe kya farak padta hai?

Ragini - (hurt)(low voice) farak padta hai laksh

Laksh - (looking at the other side) .....

Ragini - (a tear dropped from her eye) laksh humare bich aur koi rishta ho yaa naa ho par dosti ka rishta humesha rahega

Laksh - (hurt) right dostiii.... (Painful smile) aur main kahu mujhe nahi chahiye tumhari dostii toh?

Ragini - (another tear made its way down her cheek) laksh maine aisa kya kar diya hai joh tum mere saath aise behave kar rahe ho. Jiss raat tumne mujhe woh sab kaha uss raat se tumne mujhse baat karna bnd kar diya hai, mere text kaa reply nahi dete ho, main saamne aati hoon toh cold looks dete ho, ignore karte ho... Matlab agar main tumhari feelings reciprocate nahi kar paa rahi hoon toh hume dost rehne kaa bhi koi haq nahi?

Laksh - nahi...

Ragini - (frustrated) matlab agar mujhe tumhari dostii chahiye toh mere pass koi option nahi hai sivaay tumhe accept karne ke fir chahe mujhe tumse pyaar ho yaa naa ho meri feelings matter nahi karti sirf tumhari feelings matter karti hai.. Kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta hai ki tumne mujhse kabhi pyaar hi nahi kiya kyuki karte toh mujhe naa aise force karte aur naa hurt

Laksh finally looked at her

Laksh - (high) pyaar karta hoon issliye keh raha hoon dur raho mujhse arre jab bhi tum mere aas paas hoti ho yaa mere saamne hoti ho toh mujhe tumse aur pyaar ho jaata hai aur tumhe kuch feel nahi hota.... (Tears) bura lagta hai ragini... Bohat bura baar baar khudko question karta hoon ke kya kami hai mujh mein joh tumhe mujhse pyaar nahi hua.....

Shayad main utna good looking nahi hoon
Yaa shayad mera sense of humor itna acha nahi hai
Yaa maybe main irritating hoon
Yaa fir main itna smart nahi hoon

Aise sawaal aate hai dimaag mein aur mera self confidence saara chuur ho jaata hai aur main khudko aise aur nahi dekh sakta aur yeh baat tum bhi jaanti aur main bhi ke tumhare rehte main kabhi move onn nahi kar paaunga so please pyaar ke liye naa sahi but dostii ke liye mujhse thode time ke liye dur chali jaao.... Please....

Both were in tears and ragini was nodding her head in no while laksh pleaded to her through his eyes.

Laksh - main tumse jab aise baat karta hoon aur tumhe ignore karta hoon toh mujhe bhi hurt hota hai issliye please chali jaao.

Ragini - (wiping her tears) aur main naa jaana chahu toh?
Aur joh tum apne aap ko woh questions puchte ho naa good looking, smart, sense of humor, etc waale toh main tumhe bta doon ke pyaar inn sab se nahi hota hai. Pyaar yeh sab nahi dekhta hai woh bas saamne waale kaa mann dekhta hai, uski aatma dekhta hai aur jab yeh dono souls milte hai toh ek alag saa ehsaas hota hai jisse hum pyaar kaa naam dete hai. Samjhe Mr?

Laksh was amazed by her definition of love.

Laksh - (unknowingly) You have felt that?

Ragini - tum mujhpar bharosa karoge agar main kahungi toh?

Laksh - matlab?

Ragini - matlab haa mujhe bhi pyaar hua hai.

This statement came as shock for laksh. He was completely shattered. That moment he understood that if you love someone and they don't love you back its painful but when they are with someone else thats even more painful