A MIRACLE TOO LATE.

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❛ loving you was the most exquisite form of self-destruction

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❛ loving you was the most exquisite form of self-destruction. ❜

— d.j

N A Y E O N

The girls dropped me off to my campus, still wondering if I was alright or not. And to be honest, I don't know either.

Well, of course, I feel betrayed.. but in some aspects, I feel close to nothing. Numb maybe? But why?

Walking to my class I saw Jungkook just sitting on a bench, casually reading a book. His legs crossed, posture straightened and his hair swept back immaculately. He looked stunning from afar, and I hated that I still felt all of this love despite him betraying me like that. No hate can be felt inside my body even after I've heard that voice recording...

I'm such head over heels for him. I hate myself for that.

I took another route not wanting to clash paths with my boyfriend, but I guess he saw me.

"Nayeon..!" He closed his book and jogged his across my way. I wasn't sure why he noticed me or why he would go so far as to walk up to me. It's a miracle to see that he's engaging conversation, but a miracle too late.

"Did you cry? Your face is flushed and puffy," He towered over me looking down at me like a small little girl, "No, I think my face got irritated with the new facial wash I bought," I said trying my best not to show that I've actually cried. 

Every second that I was near him right now made me want to cry and sob in his arms and let him tell me that it was all a lie, that he would never do something like that to me. It was getting hard to breathe as I tried to suppress my cries.

"I've got to go Gguk, my class is starting in 5 minutes," I timidly said.

"I'll walk with you," He's.. suddenly acting like a boyfriend, what took so long for you to finally realize I'm also here?

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My classes ended one by one and just like that, the day was over. I was commuting back to the cafe when a car stopped by me, rolling its windows down I saw Jungkook's father in the back seat. I bowed and greeted him immediately once I noticed it was him.

"No need darling, come get in the car. I'll give you a ride to your cafe," 

Everybody's so nice to me today, maybe it's God's way of giving me empathy. Thanks, but I've been hurt too much to appreciate their good gestures.

I hopped in the car and once again greeted Jungkook's father. As we were zooming past stores and shops he started talking, "You finally found out," I looked at him eerily confused, does everybody know? How long has Jungkook been hiding this for?

"I want to make a deal with you.. I know you're hurt by Jungkook and us, his parents as well. We know we haven't treated you in a way one should and I'm sorry on behalf of my wife and of me as well. I didn't do anything while you were being harassed by my wife," And then I suddenly started drifting out in interest midway while he was apologizing, like my ears deafening, not wanting to hear anything from them.

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