12: Bothered Self

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             I can't move, I ran out of the room while mom sat on her bed and crying real hard, I called my sister, she picked up, her mood is happy since she still has no idea of what's happening

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             I can't move, I ran out of the room while mom sat on her bed and crying real hard, I called my sister, she picked up, her mood is happy since she still has no idea of what's happening.

"Hey girl how's life going there, oh I miss California," Sister said.

Then I cried and can't even bear to speak it's just sad how her life is going well and all of a sudden she heard this news "Girl? Why are you crying did you lost your contest? Did you failed a test?" Sister asked.

"No! Dad is gone!" I said while bursting into tears.

She froze and remained speechless on the call later on hanged up, I went to my room and placed my pillow on my head can't believe that my very own father is gone, it hit me hard I can barely speak, my heart is beating fast.

*a few minutes later*

I can't handle the pain and started shouting and throwing things on the floor no matter how devastated mom is, she still went to my room to check what's going on with me, she saw me yelling and asking why does this have to happen.

She hugged me tight while I tried to let go but she just hugged me while she burst into tears, it reminded me of something it was the time when I was still a kid, she did the same but now I don't even know how to calm myself down.

Mom didn't give up and tried her best to calm me down, it's just too early to lose him, we didn't even get to spent some time together because he was on the ship every day, I didn't even get to spend some time bonding with him because he tried his best to provide money to us to feed us and to watch us grow.

Mom lies me down on the bed and left while I still can't stop crying over the pain inside I know it can't be removed by crying but it is the only comfort I can do right now.

I can't sleep through like I'm having a nightmare, in my dream I see myself on a ship together with mom, dad and sister, we were enjoying our time then all of a sudden a tsunami struck down our ship.

It woke me up and made me cry and wanting to hug dad now, mom noticed it and went to my bedroom she patted me and placed my head in her arms, I was like a baby, mom tried her best to make me stop crying.

"Honey stop crying now, you know some things just happens and we can't make it stop from happening" then mom started crying again.

"You know your dad was a great guy and he told me that he would create a restaurant named after us, I'm not angry because he tried and now he's gone, I can't stop thinking of the day we first day we met but I guess it is time," mom said while she's bursting in tears.

"Mom it is not yet time, it ain't his time yet, no no no, mom I want dad back mom I want my father back!" I came hugging her and crying.

Mom slept together with me in my room so she would know if I had nightmares.

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