Twisted Destiny...

20. The Cafe

He kissed me so hard that my lips were bleeding. He couldn't hold back. I removed his clothes and we were naked. He thrust inside me. He again did and this time with all his energy. He kept on doing that and I felt like he would tear me apart. He turned me around and I am on my knees. He pounded from behind. The tears were streaming down my face, but of pure joy and pleasure.

Yesterday's night. Amazing. Once again he showed I cannot get tired of him. And this time we had breakfast together. Talked about the amazing sex. Got compliments. And as usual I expected more. Did he use me again? But was there anything wrong. After today I don't think I will deny having feelings for him. Not after this. And I had to tell him. I knew he wanted the same. I just felt it. The way he caressed my body. It wasn't different from last time. But what changed? The way he behaved the next morning. He cared. And this time its different.

" we can do it again if you want to. Like friends with benefits." he asked me.
No, I wasn't disappointed. Rather very happy. Atleast we can be friends with benefits. It's enough if I got to touch him.
Maybe if we start like this, he will develop feelings towards me, stronger than before.

And this included we wouldn't date other people. This might seem weird to you. Why can't I date and then stop it. That's because I want him. And if he has initiated this talk, then I am ok with it. Not only that, I know he cares for me very much. Morever, he knows that I have feelings for him. This time he wants everything to be in a right way. He needs time. And I wouldn't do the mistake I did before. Yes, I will seduce him. Then he will have his eyes only on me.

It's been almost another week. I have to go back to New York soon. Thinking of this makes me sick. I don't want to let go of Alex. What if he finds someone while we stay away. I have talked about this to him, and his answer is simple
" I will not be able to find someone like you".
I have 9 more days. And I will spend all of them with Alex. Before leaving I will let him make a decision and when we meet again, we might be together. You never know!!!

Except Alex I am not talking to anyone. My mother doesn't know about it. . Aubry isn't close to me anymore. Few days back the moments we shared, those vanished just after I told her about what's going on between me and Alex. As expected she did not support me. She said I am in disillusion. She went crazy. I did not understand her at all. And since we aren't talking. She has become toxic. But she tried to maintain her attitude for Alex's sake. They are good to each other as usual. But they don't meet frequently. Because he spends all his time with me.

Alex has been buying flowers every time. I consider it as a sweet gesture. How much I love this boy. He has met some new friends from his college. I did not expect him to introduce me. He looks very happy now. Maybe because I am with him.

I decide to go for a walk. I wore a cute short jumpsuit which was sleeveless. It looked beautiful on me. I have gained some weight. But that doesn't matter. I have to work out later anyway.

I come across this beautiful Cafe. But what attracts me is the couple sitting near the window. They look cute as hell. They look at each other as if other world does not exist. I smile looking at them. I enter the cafe and the fresh aroma of coffee enters my nostrils. I order one Cappuccino. I am almost finished when I hear some moaning sounds. I see that couple being intimate. In public. That guy kisses her neck and she moans out softly. As there is no one in the cafe, they have their own privacy. Before I could witness anything else, I quickly paid for the coffee and go out.

It turned me on so much. And then an idea pops. Every time Alex initiates the first move, he tells me to come around. But this time I think of surprising him. I go towards the direction of his house. It isn't that far away either. Oh! How happy he will be.