Party Scandal (bakudeku)

Chapter 5: The Talk

Izuku Pov:

I ate my dinner for the first time in a while without two fussy babies on my chest. After I was done I walked over to Katsuki all I did was look at him and we walked upstairs to my room. You could suffocate in the tension in the air and when he shut the door I could feel my heart start to race for a second. "Um ok Katsuki..." he interrupted me with a full on emotional breakdown. All I could do is stand there until he was somewhat stable enough to talk.

Katsuki Pov:

Izuku walked over to get me for our talk. Once we made it upstairs and the door was shut I couldn't do it he tried to say something and I fell apart. Izuku I am so sorry I don't know what came over me that night I am so sorry I hurt you I hurt you the only person that I care about and I can't take it back I want to so bad I want to take it back it hurts so bad Izuku It hurts to know what I did the morning after the party when I saw the blood stains everything of the night came flooding back god I'm so sorry please forgive me. I was sobbing on the ground not wanting to meet his eyes. After I got it all out of my system I stood back up and he took my hand and had tears in his eyes but they weren't tears of hurt, anger, or sadness. Katsuki I already forgave you. I forgave you after I gave birth to our children, he smiled at me, tears streaming down his face. How can you not hate me, I raped you and got you pregnant. I was so confused. How is it he was smiling at me? I don't hate you because if I hated you my babies wouldn't be here. I love you katsuki. I just can't trust you, you will have to earn that back. He was so warm to me I didn't deserve it not at all. Izuku I want to be there for our children and you If you allow me to. His eyes widened and his tears turned into small sobs, yes I would like that, however there are conditions to wanting to be part of our lives. That is fine Izu as long as you can give me a second chance to fix things and I will fix it. I love you Izuku. After apologizing and talking about the conditions of having me back in Izuku's life we walked down stairs to be greeted by awawawawa... yes yet again one of the babies crying. Izuku ran to the babies already knowing what to do. He picked the little girl up and soothed her damn he is good at this. Although I have noticed that our little girl is smaller than our boy is that normal or is there something wrong with her? I need to ask Izuku when I get the chance. I walk over to the couch where everyone is and my mom hands me my son his eyes are open, he has deku's emerald green eyes and my hair color it's adorable. I look over at my daughter who Izuku is holding and she has his hair. I can't see her eyes but she has his freckles too so cute damn now I will have to be the overprotective dad regarding boys. The crying finally settles and the room is quiet. I think now would be ok to ask, Hey Izuku I have a question. Izuku looks at me like he already knows what I'm about to ask and he is nervous to say. Yea what is it? Why is our baby girl smaller than or son is it normal? His expression said it all he had the look of a grieving parent. She has health issues,Katsuki you see during the time I was pregnant I had something called TTTS which caused her to have smaller organs and a harder hearing, I am so sorry. He started to cry holding the baby closer to him. I felt bad for asking but I am glad I did. I needed to know that our poor little girl and what the hell is TTTS. I will look it up later. I don't want to upset him more. Also if he had a hard pregnancy and one of them ended up not perfect in society's eyes that is not his fault I think all three of them are perfect.