Party Scandal (bakudeku)

Chapter 10: Izuku's memories

Izuku Pov:

I could feel my anxiety rise and my ability to remain calm was slipping as I was reaching a mental meltdown. I ran until I got to the nurses office I decided that hiding in there would be the safest. I went in asking the nurse if she would help me. She took my babies from me noticing my knees begin to buckle and lead me to one of the beds. Ok Izuku what happened are you ok? He asked as she had me set I was hyperventilating keeping from being able to answer her tears streaming down my face I was in a full blown anxiety attack. It wasn't long until her door slammed open, Izuku are you in here? It was Kacchan he looked at me walking over. What happened with that asshole please tell me it's ok I can't and won't judge after all I hurt you too. I was shaking my voice trembling but he was right I needed to tell him, He...he se..sexuraly assaulted me Ka..kacchan. My tears would not stop the nurse gasped as I forgot she was here. I knew what would come next as she went to her phone and called the campus police. Kacchan took the babies from the nurse and sat in the chair next to me. After about 5 minutes the officer came to the nurses office, So what is the problem? The nurse had me tell the officer everything that happened including what happened at lunch. He wrote everything down and told me to go to my dorm that the matter would be taken care off I nodded. I steal wasn't stable enough to walk but luckily Kacchan didn't have practice on Tuesdays or Thursdays so he helped walk me and the babies to our dorm. When we get there Kacchan has me take a nap telling me that he would watch the babies so i had him the diaper bag and tell him about the bottles in the fridge and how to heat them. I walk into our room for my nap it was hard at first to fall asleep thanks to my anxiety but due to the stress and lack of sleep the last few months I slipped into slumber shortly after my eyes closed.

Katsuki Pov:

I had Izuku take a well deserved nap as I watched the babies and worked on some football plays for our game next friday. It was actually relaxing spending time with the babies although they did run the household crying when they wanted something and it was my first time watching both of them. It was also my first time feeding and changing them. I was happy that Izuku trusted me enough to let me do this for him. After feeding and changing them I laid them both down for a nap so I could get some house and school work done. I did the dishes, did my homework, then started on my football stuff. When I was working on the plays it came to me that I didn't have my jersey so I got up looking through some of the boxes that me and Izuku didn't unpack yet to find it. However instead of my jersey I found a small wooden box with a green ribbon around it. I was curious so I picked it up and walked back to the living room. Inside was a bunch of stuff that belonged to Izuku that I have never seen before. There were photos,notes,dvds,hisand the babies medical bracelets, some trinkets it was like a time capsule of some sort inside the led it was labeled THE CREWS MEMORIES (7th-10th). I started looking through it all of Izuku's memories from the 7th grade to the 10th grade. It was around the time I was his bully instead of what I am now. Looking though it I found a DVD that had THE CREWS FIRSTS on it I popped it in the TV. the vedio was of Izuku and a group of kids I have never met before.

On the video:

Toga- Come on Izu we should document this

Izuku- ok come on

Dabi- do you guys really think its hunted?

Shigeraki- you know if it is Izu is out of there first I call it

Izuku- come on guys i'm not that big of a scardy cat

Tago- OMG there are abandoned instrument in here you guys wanna play?

Dabi- sure just no love songs and after we go to bennies

Toga- deal lets go come on Izu, shiggy it'll be fun

Izuku- fine but i'm not singing

Shiggy- what to scared that you'll suck?

Izuku- No, fine I'll sing

The video was of Izuku and this group of kids having adventure, playing music as a band, and first experiences like first dates,sleepovers,parties, there was even a little scene of them in the back of a cop car. Damn I had no Idea that Izuku had a secret life outside what I knew. I wonder if he still talks to any of this kids and I wonder how they met. Cause I have known Izuku sense we were 4 years old and I never seen him hang out with anyone but me or his mom until we reached highschool and he met the three idiots he calls friends. I don't know him as well as I thought I did. Looking at everything in the box and on the video I can't help but feel bad I took this part of him away and he has to hide it away in a box so I don't see it. I was steal going through everything in the box when I heard footsteps behind me it was Izuku up from his nap. Kacchan what are you doing with that? I froze what do I say I have just been caught snooping dammit i'm dead for sure. Oh I was looking for my jersey when I found this box and got curious I'm sorry I should have asked. He gave me a warm smile seating on the couch behind me. No it is ok but you know you could just ask about that stuff if you are curious. Really did he just tell me that he would tell me about all this stuff? well why not? Ok Izu what is all this?

Izuku Pov:

I woke up from my nap when I walked in on kacchan going through my old time capsule. Kacchan what are you doing with that? He turned to me frozen in place unsure what to say to me I bet he thinks I'm mad. I give him a smile signifying i'm ok with what he is doing.Oh I was looking for my jersey when I found this box and got curious I'm sorry I should have asked. I sat on the couch behind him seeing as how the babies are still asleep I don't mind talking about what he found. No it is ok but you know you could just ask about that stuff if you are curious. He looked at me dumbfounded.Ok Izu what is all this? It's all the memories that I find precious enough to keep, there are old photos of my old friends of you and me, there are old notes,song lyrics, love letters, there are video diaries and movies my fiends made. His eyes were shimmering with excitement, So you have stuff from me and you? Of course I do kacchan I even have our babies medical bracelets and footprints in there. I went to the floor next to him showing him everything and what they were it was nice reminiscing until Kacchan said something. Hey Izuku do you miss any of this? Huh well I haven't thought about it I mean it was fun but it's not like I can still do anything in this box. His face turned sad I could see his guilt. Kacchan it's nothing I had a great middle and highschool experience I have no regrates. But I do Izuku I took this away from you at that damn party when I raped you. He began to cry. What could I do to help him not feel so guilty about what happened? Oh I know, Hey kacchan how far have you gotten in that video you were watching of me and my friends? I don't know about 24:25 minutes in why? Go to minute 34:16 ok and watch carefully I am going to check on the kids. I stood up and walked to the nursery as he did what I asked.

Katsuki Pov:

Ok so Izuku said to skip to 34:16 I did what he said as he walked out. It was a clip of him and his friends in a pizza place. They have to be at least 16 years old. The girl was asking about their love lives.

Toga- So Izu do you still have a thing for that ashy blond guy?

Izuku- who Kacchan maybe why?

Dabi- why oh come on man you have been in love with the guy sense we met you make a move.

Izuku - it's not that easy Dabi I mean yea we were friends at a time but now I don't know

Dabi- I was an ass before you met me and now we are friends in a band

Izuku - I know but still he might not even be gay like I am he would probably laugh in my face.

Toga- and if he does so what it's his lost we all know that he would probably be the only guy that you would have kids for

Izuku- I told you not to talk about that wait a minute Shiggy are you recording this?

At that moment the video shut off. So Izuku had a crush on me and I hurt him dammit. Izuku was walking back into the living room with the babies on his hip. He came and sat on the couch with a smile on his face, you see kacchan yes you did rape me but I rather it had been you then anyone else I have loved you sence we were kids the video proves it. But how is it supposed to help me feel any better knowing that I could have had a chance with you before that night. I was in tears thinking of how bad I fucked up. Izuku stayed quiet holding the babies.