overwhelmed

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TW: Mental abuse, Anxiety attack

Violet

After a few hours, Gem's grandma went home. She was able to take the girls off of Gem's hands so we were able to talk more.

Gem: *wet slurping noise*

Violet: What the fuck was that?

Gem: My tongue technology.

Violet: No. Just no.

Gem: Aw, okay. Sad times.

Violet: Gem Gem Gem Gem!

Gem: Yes Yes Yes Yes?

Violet: Hi

Gem: Hello. Let's play a game.

Violet: Okay. What game?

Gem: I say a word, you say the first word or words that come to mind when I say them.

Violet: Okay.

Gem: Tiny

Violet: You.

Gem: I- Okay. Daddy.

Violet: Mattia!

Gem: He gives me baby vibes. Mommy.

Violet: No.

Gem: *giggled* Okay. Toxic!

Violet: Mariano!

Gem: And our past relationships.

Violet: Very much true.

Gem: Shit my mom's home.

Violet: I thought she worked at the nursing home tonight?

Gem: No, she's a the liquor store tonight. She's on her lunch break.

Violet: Call me when she leaves.

Gem: Okay. Love you, bye.

Violet: Love you too.

The call ended. I sighed, setting my phone down.

Gem

I turned my volume all the way down, shoving my phone in my pocket, gulping as I heard the screen door open. I ran to my room and set my phone on my bookshelf.

"GEM!"

I swallow "Coming." I went to the kitchen. My mom spoke "Why isn't the food made?" I spoke softly "Grandma told me not to cook it. She said it's a pizza night. She's ordering pizza." She looked at me, I could tell she wasn't here anymore.

She spoke, inching closer to me as I scooted back until my back hit the wall "Did I ask what that bitch was ordering?" I stuttered "N-No b-" She punched the wall behind me, making a hole "I'M NOT DONE TALKING!" I looked down, feeling my anxiety slowly creep into me.

Not now. Not an attack now. Please not now.

I felt my breathing become uneven, the feeling of not being able to breath took over me as tears brimmed my eyes. She spoke, her teeth gritted "I wish I never had you. I can't believe someone as stupid as you came from me."

I looked down, squeezed my eyes shut, tears falling down my face "I know, mother. I'll try harder." She walked away, grabbing a piece of the pizza then walking out of the house, muttering a small "I love you, Gem. I'll be home in a few hours unless Tan wants to have another party." Before closing the door behind her.

I fell to the floor, anxiety taking over. Air. I need to breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe! I felt myself about to pass out but I can't talk... I can't move. I feel the wetness on my face and the closing of my throat.

Violet

About two hours goes by before Gem's name popped up on my screen. I answered immediately "Hello?"

Gem: Hey... Sorry I took so long.

Violet: It's okay. Are you okay, your voice sounds deep... Did you take a nap or were you crying?

Gem: Um... The second one.

Violet: Why?

Gem: It's not important. What are y-

Violet: Tell me, Gem.

Gem: Just a mini anxiety attack. I'm okay now. I just freaked.

Violet: Are you sure?

Gem: Yeah. I'm sure.

Violet: Okay. Next time you have an anxiety attack, call me.

Gem: I will.

Violet: Promise?

Gem: I promise.

Three hours went by until I heard silence on her end. I look at the time... 12:53 am... I smiled a bit "Night, Gem." And hung up. Sleep time.

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