Right now?

Chapter 1

My mom and dad, have given up on me, and so has my friends. I guess i'm not whats called 'their favorite child at the moment.

I was sitting in the kitchen, eating my breakfast, which included a bowl of cereal and milk. I sat with my phone in my hand, while my plugged in headphones were on the highest volume. I didn't really look at anything spetacular thing, i was just looking down at the All Time Low album cover on my phone.

My mom walked into the kitchen and sat down in front of me. I didn't look up, in hope of avoiding a conversation. I could feel her stare at me, so i quickly looked up, and saw my mom with tears in her eyes, looking like she hasn't slept in a year.

"Hun" she said at least that's what i could read of her mouth. I mentally sighed and took of my headphones.

"So, uhm, your dad and i have decided that its best for both you and us, if you move out" she said quick and a 'that sounded a lot worse than it was supposed to' face showed up on her face.

I just gazed at her and she sighed and said "See, it's not that, we don't want you to live here anymore, its just that it seems like you have pushed all your friends away, and your dad and i think that it would be good for you to move to your own place, where you can meet new pe...". I interrupted her in the middle of her sentence.

"What?!" i said and grab around my phone suddently became thighter.

She was just about to begin a new sentence when i said "forget it mom, you've said enough, i'll be out before 8". I took my bowl of my now dissolved cereal and placed it beside the sink,and then walked to my room.

On my way out of the kitchen i saw my moms head fall down in her hands, following a big sigh.

When i came to my room i slamed my door and jumped on to my bed. I was so mad, but sad at the same time.

I decided to call my best friend Michael.

"Hey Goofball" he said when he answered his phone. "Hey, so my parents kicked me out, can stay at your place for a few days, until i find my own place?" i said and then there were a following silence.

"What?!!" Michael finally said. I ignored him and just said "but can i?".

"Uhmm, yeah, of course, sure, are you okay" he answered and i could hear that he was really confused. I ignored his question because if i told that i was okay, he would know me enough to know that i'm not, and if i said that i wasn't okay, he would probably just get more worried than he already is.

"I'll be there in 30 minutes" i said and hung up on him.

I was done pakcing after 10 minutes. All i packed was, some clothes (ripped jeans, band shirts, underwear and bras), my makeup bag, headphones, macbook, and a pair of combat boots, since i was wearing my black converse.

I put my bag over my shoulder and stormed down the stairs to the door. I could hear my mom walk towards me, but i didn't turn around to look at her i just said "I'm going to Michaels" and then left.

When i arrived to Michael's apartment i stopped the car. I knocked on his door and about 2,5 seconds after he opened the door and greeted me with a big bear hug. Michael has always been there for me, he's one of my very few friends that i have left. Michael is my best friends, actually he feels more like my brother. Michael is 19 and i'm 17 but im turning 18 in a month.

"i missed you" he said and loosended his grab around me. He is realy tall so my head was pressed into his chest. I looked up at him and couldn't help but smiling, he looked down at me and a little chuckle escpaed his lips.

I felt my eyes watering so i looked down, hoping that he didn't notice. He did. He always do.

"it's okay", he whispered, but then suddenly changed the subject and said "Uhm, do you wanna go out and eat later, and maybe watch a movie after".

"Yeah, sure, but do you mind if i take a shower first?" i asked, and he answered "no of course".

Sorry that it's so short and boring, i promise it'll get better, i just needed to write some details first.