EVERYBODY THINKS IM FINE AND THAT IS TRUE IM FINE BUT NOT OK OR GOOD OR STABLE IDK WHAT I AM I JUST WANT TO DISAPPEAR AND IT WOULD BE OK BECAUSE WHO WOULD NOTICE SOMEONE LIKE ME GOING INTO THE HAPPY PLACE TO SPEND MY ETERNITY WITH THE SPIRITS I WANT TO DRAW BLOOD I WANT TO TASTE IT I WANT TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL SOMETHING EVEN IF IT MEANS PAIN ONE PERSON BELIEVES I LOVE THEM BUT I FEEL NOTHING AT ALL SO I AM SORRY FOR LEADING U ON AND I AM SORRY FOR MAKING MY FAMILY SAD BUT HALF OF THE RAPE ME WHILE THE OTHER HALF TRY TO BEAT ME TO DEATH BUT THAT ONE PERSON MU MOM TRIES TO MAKE IT ALL BETTER BUT IT WON'T WORK I CAN'T CONTAIN IT ANY LONGER I ASK YOU READER BUT ONE QUESTION
WHAT IS THE POINT IN LIVING A LIFE WERE ALL I EVER KNOW IS PAIN AND HATRED AND THEN I AM SUPPOSED TO FEEL LOVE BUT IDK WHAT THAT IS I HAVE NEVER FELT IT IN MY LIFE IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN A HIT HERE A BEATING THERE BUT YET I NEVER SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE WHO WILL CARE WHO WILL DO ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED THE ONES DOING IT TO ME ARE THE ONES WHO SAY THEY LOVE ME AND CARE SO IF THAT IS LOVE THEN LET ME GO IN PEACE AND FORGET ME WHEN I'M GONE.........
GOODBYE
SINCERELY DASAN BOONE
