Open emotions

What did i miss

Sid told sana before leaving that coffee will happen tomorrow as he has to go with his friend today
Sana looked relieved as she was trying her level best to tame her pull towards him
It bought her some time to work around
Next day Sid waited whole day even went to the shop but she called in sick as informed by front staff
Sid in the meanwhile searched online regarding the chain " The Culture" n got to
know that her father passed away the same month as wedding happened and Sana has revamped the brand n relaunched with s different name across 4 metros , it was earlier called " sukh collection "
Sid assumed that there was so much happening in her life she must be occupied n he now became more impatient to see her as soon as possible
Here sana was having no hopes of any future together n didn't want to get entangled herself as she was way too emotionally attached to him n didn't want to get hurt so distance was best solution
It was all working out for her till he stormed in the shop and into her life again
That's when she lost it all all she wanted to do was to kiss him love him all over and never let him go again but she feared separation n he being actor n the way he is so far the famous playboy would care a damn
She didn't go the next day nor answered his call n stopped replying to his messages also

On the other hand this distance n avoidance was driving Sid in sane he had a shoot the whole day next n didn't try to contact her at all as he sensed something is gravely wrong which he is not aware
And the idea of absence clicked Sana assumed that he must hv left n was here for some work she decided to go to store today completely unaware of what's awaiting she arrived late to make sure he is not around
Sid went to shoot n was busy there n returned bk around 4 in the evening n as expected he found his happiness his cute munchkin right there however he decided to go freshen up first
The heavy rains are expected as per forecast n just when sana decided to leave for the day n feeling brave with distance again it started pouring badly n there were strong winds with storm n heavy rain so she had to wait till rain settles n let her staff leave as they stay nearby however her house was far off almost two hour drive
Sana was sitting in the same coffee shop post closing the store in lobby lost in sids thoughts n reading one of his articles on her iPad n was missing him but will never admit
It was all praises in the article for him being how hard working honest n ambitious Sid is
Sid catches her off guard steps slowly behind her back n peeps into the screen n was happily surprised
He bent downwards n go close to her ears n Sana could feel him around n froze n his signature cologne ensured it's him
Sid teased" matlab chup chup kar mere bare me Padna hai per Banda yahan saakshaat haazir hai aapke liye uski koi value nahi hmm Can u explain Ms Gill !"
Sana got up nervously fumbling n almost lost her balance but held by her shoulders by Sid
Sid -" not so easily n not so soon u can run away my punjabi   Kudi "
"Now coffee will happen in room with lots of catching up "
He held her soft hand tightly n started moving towards elevator
Sana had no energy to fight it anymore had moist eyes n was just moving along
The moment they step out from elevator Sid picked her up in his strong arms surprising her more n walked inside his room
It was a big lounge with living area bedroom jacuzzi all and it was only room on that floor
Sana didn't make any eye contact n felt too vulnerable n shy with his boldness
He carefully placed her on his bed
They both shared an amazing level of comfort
Sana was not feeling a bit intimidated or scared it seemed naturally comfortable to her
She felt like home in his arms n his presence only was healing all her unseen pain n wounds
She felt belonged she was just staring at him while he made coffee for both of them but her mind n heart was lost in fantasy world
"Sana !Sana ! Sweetheart!"
He placed his hand on her cheek to bring her back n finally got her attention she unknowingly leaned her face into  his palm
N he immediately held her close to him in his embrace rubbing her back with his palms calming her comforting her
He pulled bk himself cupped her face n placed soft wet kisses on her face all over soothing her further she kissed him back similar way
He made an intense eye contact with her complaining asking hundred questions n she looked surrendered weak n giving away herself
He had no rush so does she !
He wanted her to speak first n waited patiently
All she could say is " mhmmm Sid " looking away
He held her chin n moved her face up again to look into her eyes n asked the most important question that he rehearsed thousand times in his mind
" why r u running away from yourself love !"