Open emotions

Haqq se !

Sid couldn't help but stood up as he had to control the situation anyhow n now else she will again create distance between them
She has to know what she means to him
There is no more running away
He started to move towards her Sana stared fiercely towards him trying to scare him away but our good boy has become a bad boy now to define his rights on her
She got up n started moving backwards as he stepped closer till she had a glass window at her back
Sid moved swiftly n closed all the gaps between them n started rubbing her back with his big palms calming her down
She first struggled to get out of his hold but realising it's all in vein she surrendered herself in his arms letting him heal her wounds
He was her pain given as well as pain reliever
He was her discomfort as well as comfort

" Dard bhi tum ho aur dawa bhi tum
Zakhm bhi tum ho aur malham bhi tum
Ab jaaon to jaun kahan iss Jahan me koi he mera to sirf tum ho bas tum "

Sana was somehow calmed down n relaxed in his embrace after few moments
Sid calmly spoke " Nona I know u r upset n u r right at your place I am not denying that but please try to understand once that was past n believe me there is no one I even dream of except u no one can heal me comfort me make me happy as u do
U know why !
Because you are beautiful inside out I love your soul n absolutely
No one in this world can take your place in my life n I cannot be more honest than this ever
Your innocence your pure heart is my possession n can never share with anyone
I cannot change my past n I am truly sorry for what happened today but being in a profession I am in from past so many years I am forced to behave in a certain manner publicly but that's completely unreal n fake n u should know it well because I am completely different with u in our own space which is private n I want to protect it from the evil eyes of the world
Our bond is not for others to get entertained but ours to cherish n there will be time when I will announce it proudly to the world without hesitation but till then I only expect faith n trust in me that too only when your heart feels so
Look into my eyes n say if u have even an ounce of doubt on me
I want to be with u only with all my heart n soul you are my ultimate soulmate n I realised  it long back "
Sana looked into his eyes n smiled n said " sorry I judged u I believe u "
That brought a relief over sids face
And if u allow I would like to help u change
Sana shyly nodded
Sid took her in his arms and went under the shower and turned it on
The warm water of shower washed away all the worries insecurities and exhaustion from both of them
Their clothes were all wet Sid helped her change into bathrobe without loosing eye contact with her and asked her "go change into your nightwears we will hv dinner in the room only "
He also changed into towel and stepped out
Sana couldn't help but stare at his bare chest wet hair n water dripping from his hair he was looking super hot
Sana also changed into one of her baby blue night shorts and shirt n was looking irresistibly cute n tempting
Sid teased " dinner mangawayu ya aaj kuch aur khaane ka iraada hai " turning Sana into a blushing mess
Sid ordered all her favourite dishes and fed her with his own hands so does she n they slept next to each other with curtains open staring at beautiful clear night sky and moon light peeking into their room through glass window talking random stuff and both dozed off Sid covered her with duvet as she slept before n made promise to himself to avoid any such situations in future as he cannot afford to hurt her sensitive n delicate heart again