❥ WHY
✈︎ during the chapter lauren and kenzie went live
"okay so, what do you think of this. 'you're everything that perfect defines. i don't know why'"nadia reads while sitting on her bed while john sat on the chair on her room, spinning around as she stared at the ceiling
"yeah.. yeah i like that write that down"john mumbles before telling her
"thanks for doing this by the way. i appreciate you helping me with this song"
"no problem. you're helping me with my surprise for aidan, so i'm helping you with this song for kenzie"nadia shrugs as she writes down some lyrics
"uhh — it's not for kenzie"
nadia rolls her eyes before chuckling and shaking her head as she tells him
"don't even try to lie me. it's so obvious, 'i don't know why why why. i'm so afraid to try try try?' you were literally telling me a few days ago that you were so afraid to ask her out"
"'tell you i don't want you, when all i really wanna do is tell you that i miss you'. you wrote this down when she was dating isaak, and you told me you were pretending that you weren't interested but you actually missed her"
"'but i don't wanna lose you. i'd be a fool to' you're scared of losing her as a friend and you told me that you think you'd be a fool to let your feelings come in between the way of your friendship. shall i go on?"nadia smirks making john roll his eyes before he sighs and says
"fine fine. you caught me. this song is for kenzie. happy now?"
"john vincent. i knew this song was for kenzie ever since you asked me to help you write this song"the red head giggles before tossing him his notebook
"sorry. i didn't wanna tell any of my other friends like lilia or emily or jayden or annie, especially not kenzie. i didn't wanna ask lauren for help either, they'd all freak out"john sighs as he catches the notebook
"i understand. and it's fine, like i said you're helping me with my thing for aidan, so i'm helping you"
"now let's hurry up and finish this song so you can record it, release it, and maybe tell kenzie how you feel"
꧁꧂
✈︎ present time
𝑗𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑗𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑜 𝑗𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑦𝑓𝑖𝑠ℎ
[ ᴀɴɴɪᴇ, ᴀʀᴍᴀɴɪ, ᴀsʜᴇʀ. ʙʀʏɴɴ, ᴇᴍɪʟʏ, ᴊᴀᴇᴅᴇɴ, ᴊᴀʏᴅᴇɴ, ᴊᴏʜɴɴʏ, ᴋᴇɴᴢɪᴇ, ʟᴀᴜʀᴇɴ, ʟɪʟɪᴀ, ᴡʏᴀᴛᴛ ]
m-motherfucker
so i'm at the
airport
bendy straw
no one cares
m-motherfucker
fuck off brynn
anyway
i'm at the airport
and i just saw
john's story
the one about his
new song
and because i
have a lot of
free time—
