Puzzle Piece
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The day after, I did not bother attending school.
I have a specific reason why. Although one of its factors is Jaehyun and his girlfriend who finally showed up.
But the focal reason is, I have influenza.
I urged Mommy to let me attend school, but she insisted that I should just stay in our house. She even had planned on not going to her work because of my flu but I insisted I can handle myself. Because of that, Mommy ended up attending her work.
However, as soon as a minute passed by ever since she left, I instantly regretted my decisions. It's difficult to handle yourself when you have influenza and that's a fact. Now, I am suffering while having no one to cling to.
Despite this influenza that I got, I must say this can't beat the pain that I feel when I witnessed Jaehyun and his girlfriend. I should've seen it coming – the burning heartache that is inevitable and bound to happen.
It sucks more knowing that I don't have a right to get mad and cry over him because, at the end of the day, we're not dating. I don't own him. Everything that we did is a mistake that shouldn't have happened, but I still let it happen.
Regrets are creeping into my system. However, I did not regret loving and liking Jaehyun. I just love and there's nothing wrong with that? Throw all the hate to me but in my perspective, I did not do anything wrong. I'm just one of those girls who falls easily with a guy who makes her feel special.
I don't want to admit it myself, but I abhor his girlfriend to death for showing up. She wasn't supposed to be here because, in the first place, she's not in the picture. She never has visited ever since I studied in our school, and now she did? How come?
Now, I'm afraid that Jaehyun will pretend that he didn't have anything to me at all. I'm fearful that he will pretend and act as if he didn't hold my hand and didn't kiss my lips. I am oriented that because his girlfriend is here with him already, he'll throw me off.
Back then we were just happy because of our superficial love but now it's getting complicated. Call me selfish, but I want him mine, not hers.
I jumped in my bed when my phone started ringing. With my eyes still half-closed, I instantly picked my phone up and answered the call.
"Hmm?" I started.
"Jen noona!!!" it was Mark and Haechan. I think they are tugging the phone next to each other's ears.
"Hey, Mark, Haechan," I said with no energy.
"Give me the phone!" I heard Yuta said from the other line.
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