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Ch.19: Yeonjun's past

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A past that is hard to forget.

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⚠️ warning⚠️
⚠️Sensitive topic⚠️

Yeonjun's P.O.V

"What happened to you?" Soobin asked me while giving me a glass of water, I hesitated at first but he is my boyfriend after all, I love him so much and I don't want to keep any secrets from him.

I sighed and told him my whole past...

~~~~~~~~~~flashback~~~~~~~~~~

I was walking to school and bumped into this person "I'm sorry," he said and stood up, he helped me stand up, I was about to leave until he spoke up.

"Can you show me the directions to this school," he showed me a picture of the school and surprisingly the picture he showed me, is the picture of my school.

"I study at that school, you can follow me," I said "thank you," he thanked me, he followed me to school and he thanked me once again when we arrived.

~~~time skip~~~

"Ok class you may take your lunch now," The teacher packed his stuff and went outside the classroom, I arranged my stuff and went to the canteen.

I saw the boy who I bumped into a while ago is finding a table so he can eat his lunch, but sadly almost all of the table are taken.

I felt bad for him and invited him to sit on my table.

We ate in awkward silence because... we just met a while ago and I'm not really good at making friends, because I mostly focus on my studies and I don't really pay attention to those kinds of stuff.

"Thank you for letting me eat at this table," he said "no problem, your a new student and for sure you cannot adjust at the chaotic environment we have here in this school," I said and then he chuckled... his smile is so cute...

"Your right, a while ago 4 of my classmates got into a fight and believe it or not... we encourage them to keep on fighting instead of stopping them," I laughed at the story he told me.

"That happens everyday," I said.

The bell rang and we all return to our classes, but of course me and the person exchange contacts so we can keep in touch.

~~~time skip~~~

"Class dismissed," the teacher said and the teacher was the first one to leave, I packed my stuff and also left the classroom.

I was making my way to home until I spotted this ice cream shop and decided to get some ice cream before I go back home.

I ordered my mint chocolate ice cream also known as my favourite flavour of ice cream and went back home.

~~~the next day~~~

I saw the person that I bumped into yesterday is walking his way to school, I sneakily went behind him without him noticing and...

"Boo," The person literally screamed and his legs were shaking from terror, but when he turn around, his face changed into a death glare.

I laughed it off and moments later he laughed it off with me and after all of that laughing we went to school.

~~~time skip~~~

Me and the person are hanging out for a week now and we enjoyed everyday that pass by,we went to the mall, to the arcade, and he even showed me his secret hiding place.

Today is Saturday and he said we're going to an amusement park, it was supposed to be yesterday but got cancelled for an unknown reason.

I was happy with this person, he makes me laugh, smile and he made me fall in love with him... yes I f*cking fell in love with him.

He gave me a ride in his car and went to the amusement park.

When we arrived there was no other people there, "where are the people here?" I said and looked around more to see if there's any other people here.

"I rented this whole amusement park for a day so we can enjoy it more, don't worry about the rides, the workers are still here," he said and showed one of the workers.

"Oh ok," I said and we had fun.

After we ride all the rides in the amusement park, we went outside the amusement park and it was already night time.

"Did you have fun today?" He asked me "yup," I said and he chuckled, it was silent for a couple of minutes until I found myself getting closer to his face, he saw me getting closer to his face and he did the same.

Until....

Our lips touched, it was my first kiss...

We were kissing for a while until I broke the kiss, because we needed to breathe, he brought me home and I went to my room smiling like an idiot.

~~~the next day~~~

The next day I didn't saw him...

Was it because of the kiss? Did it made him uncomfortable? Questions were flooding my mind, I was alone again and I can see that one of the bullies were smirking at me.

This went on for weeks.

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'I F*CKING CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE' I said and grab a blade and went to the secret hiding spot that my 'friend' show me.

I want him to see me laying on the ground in his secret hiding spot, I want him to realise what he was doing to me this past few days.

The day he disappeared, was the worst day of my life, the bullies in our school started to bully me and they even beat me up.

The next day I saw him, I was happy but my smile change into a betrayed one when he was with the bullies.

He watched me getting beat up, he threw insults at me, like he never knew me form the start, like we didn't kiss.

I didn't expect to be like this... the person who showed me happiness is also the person showing me that happiness always comes to an end.

But there was this one person who helped me... his name is Huening Kai, while the bullies were beating me up, he stood up for me... he helped me... but the person who broke me into pieces weren't there when he saw someone stood up for me.

He bullied me for weeks and now I can't take it anymore...

I'm making cuts on my wrist to finally end it all, I don't want to live in this cruel world anymore, it's too much for me to handle.

What did I do to suffer like this? Did I even deserve this?

I was making cuts on my wrist until I felt myself getting dizzy I saw the person who broke me and I smiled at him while tears were falling.

I hit my head on a rock and I passed out....

The next thing I knew was woking up into a hospital and I couldn't remember anything.

But when time is passing by I slowly started to  remember it but I still couldn't remember the person who broke me, who shattered me....

But he showed me happiness.

~~~~~~~~~~end of ch.19~~~~~~~~~~

He finally told Soobin his past, and also who do you think is the person who hurt Yeonjunnie?

Stay tuned.

A/n
Hey guys, I updated which is surprising because... you know Im lazy :D and I'm also watching a new series hehe, Anyways here's Yeonjun's past was it sad?? I don't really know 😅 hopefully this chapter isn't bad 🥺🥺

Love ya guysss💜💜💜

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