School's Bully (YeonBin)

18

Ch.18: Past

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No matter how many times I say these three words, I will never get tired because I want you to know that someone is still loving you even if the whole world turn its back at you.

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⚠️ Warning ⚠️
Sensitive topic in this chapter

Soobin's P.O.V

I wanted to say these three words to him every time because I want him to know that he is not alone, I want him to know that I'm always on his side, I want him to know that I won't leave him no matter what, because...

I know what he feels...

His past...

The past that he wanted to forget, the past that he wish it didn't happen...

I know the feeling of being alone...

"Soobin," Yeonjun waved a hand in front of my face "are you ok?" He asked me "I'm totally fine," he rolled his eyes "yEaH tOtAlLy," he said sarcastically.

I smiled at his sudden change of attitude "Im really fine Yeonjun," I said "you were staring at the air for 10 minutes and you're expecting me to believe you're ok?"

"Yes," I said smiling, he smiled back and he laid his head on my chest "I wish we're like this forever," he said "what do you mean?" I looked at him, he looked at me for a second and he looked away.

"I wish we're always together, I wish we're always happy, but you know what they say," he sighed heavily and a sad face is visible on him "good things always come to an end."

It broke my heart...

Seeing Yeonjun sad and also at what he said...

"Good things always come to an end,"

But I don't want us to end, I want us to always be happy, Yeonjun is the cause of my euphoria, actually no...

Yeonjun IS my euphoria.

"Soobin I'm sleepy," he said and rubbed his eyes "let's go to sleep then," I said and kissed his forehead.

Yeonjun's P.O.V

I'm standing in front of a forest and everything looks familiar... VERY familiar, I started to go inside the forest and stopped when I saw a person sitting next to a rock.

I hid behind the tree so he can't see me, but I can't see his face.

He was holding a blade and he was ready to cut his wrist, he was crying endlessly while holding the blade tightly like he was ready to end it all, until I saw a person coming towards him.

He didn't notice the person coming towards him because the person was also hiding behind a tree but he can see the clear view of what's happening to the person holding the blade.

The person holding the blade made some cuts on his arms, until he passed out, his head hit on the rock so hard and his body laid on the ground.

The person hiding behind the tree a while ago immediately ran to him and he carried him and called the ambulance , he went outside the forest and I followed them.

And then I saw...

My mom.

She was crying while talking to the ambulance, I walked closer to the boy who passed out while making cuts on his arms and it was...

Me.

"YEONJUN WAKE UP," My eyes shot open when I heard a voice, I was sweating, crying and my body felt hot "what we're you dreaming?" Immediately hugged Soobin and cried "IT WASN'T A DREAM SOOBIN, IT WAS A NIGHTMARE," I cried and Soobin was trying to calm me down.

"It's ok Yeonjun, Im here," Soobin patted my back, trying to calm me down, I hugged Soobin tighter and cried harder.

"Why do I always have this as my nightmare, why can't it be something else, I want to forget it so bad Soobin."

"I WISH I NEVER REMEMBER IT, I WISH I STILL HAVE AMNESIA SO I CANNOT REMEMBER THIS STUPID PAST THAT IS HUNTING ME DOWN." I let it all out.

"I wish.... it didn't happen," I cried, Soobin was listening to me while I was shouting, he calmed me down and gave me a water to drink.

"What happened to you?"

~~~~~end of ch.18~~~~~

Is Yeonjun gonna tell Soobin at what happened to him? Is he gonna tell him his past??

Stay tuned.

A/n
Hey guys, sorry I didn't update for so long but I'm still here, also.... sorry if it was too short 😔😔 forgive me 🥺🥺🥺 also... tell me if you're confuse at Yeonjun's nightmare, I think I didn't write it clear.

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