Chapter Four

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GUN'S POV

After the night I decided to get wasted, I got busy with life and school. Things got a lot worse at home, I don't even wanna go home lately. I'm less than a year away from graduating, just a few more Gun, you're finally gonna be free. 


I made my decisions, I wanted to move to New York, I've submitted a few of my works to a film studio in New York, I'm planning to leave. I'm also planning to open up a cafe with the savings money I have, a cafe that will have a movie space. 


"Gun, are you okay?" Off asked. 


We assigned a filming day for our short film.


"Yeah, just thinking about things" I said

"I can always listen if you want someone to talk to you know" He told me which me smile

"Have you ever felt like you constantly disappoint the people around you? Like, everything you do just doesn't seem to please them and being happy feels so wrong" I told him

"Woah, that's deep but if you're doing things to make you happy isn't it worth the pain of disappointing them?" He told me

"Yeah but, sometimes the hurt is just too much, I wanna give up my happiness for theirs" I said. 

"You're like a bad guy to them but lemme quote the great Damon Salvatore 'When people see good they expect good and I don't want to live up to anyone's expectations' " Off said 


I was shocked that he watches The Vampire Diaries


"You watch TVD?" I asked and chuckled a little

"Don't laugh at me, I'm a film student, I watch a lot of things" He told me

"Thanks tho, that brightened up my mood" I told him and gave him a small smile. 


"What's your favorite food Gun?" He asked me. 

"Believe it or not, I'm found of Japanese food more than Thai, even if I was born and I grew up here" I told him

"Wanna have dinner after this? My treat" Off said. 

"Okay" I said. 


I didn't have plans for today since Oab is busy with his own internship. He has duties today. 


"So you have a boyfriend?" He asked as we entered his condo. 


We decided to have dinner at his condo, he got japanese food delivered. It would be risky for him to be going out and hanging out in public, he also said it's for my safety because the fans can be too much sometimes. 


"Yeah, we've been together for almost 3 years now" I said. 

"Wow, that is long, and how is it?" He asked

"To be honest, I don't know... this set-up plus everything that's getting to me, it's getting harder to make the relationship work, we barely see each other, sometimes when we see each other we only fight" I said

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