Better Together (OffGun Fanfic)

Chapter Twenty Nine

GUN'S POV

It has been another week of avoiding Off. I don't know how I would face him, I'm just so drained. There were a lot of issues and news posted about him and Mild. Some of his fans actually ship them together but then some kept pushing that we're in a relationship. 

Given the fact that we have not been talking and seeing each other, some people think we broke up already. I just need a little time to get over my insecurities I guess... and then we'll talk about whatever is still left between us. 

This hurts like hell
But I keep telling myself
It's gonna get better
But it's taking forever
I tried to go out
But every time I leave the house
Something reminds me
Of what's now behind me

I blasted the music. I was alone in my family's mansion for a week now. I haven't been going home, except Tay slept over for the first three days. I asked him not to tell anyone where I was. Pim and the family also knows I am here, I made them swear whatever happens not to tell Off I am here. I just wanted some peace. 

Everyday I let go
Just a little bit moreIn the end I'm gonna be alright
But it might take a hundred sleepless nights
To make the memories of you disappear
But right now I can't see nothing through these tears

I sighed. I kept listening to sad songs lately and I kept ordering take-out foods. I go to my coffee shop every five in the morning but I only stay until six-thirty or seven. After that I go home to stare blankly in the ceiling or stuff. I also go to the studio sometimes, when Tay tells me that Off isn't there or he already left. 

My phone vibrated for the nth time. It was Off again... he has been calling non-stop and also has been trying to find me. I don't even know anymore. A tear fell from my eyes when I opened my social media. 

Co-actors Off & Mild, of the upcoming series Winter Tale, rumored to be dating when both are seen being so romantic and al in a restaurant last night for a rumored dinner date. Both were seen only with each other.

Off and Gun really broke up huh?

Who is Off talking to? He has always been on his phone... probably making more date reservations?

I'm still here for OffGun :P

Those were just a few of the tweet I saw when I opened my social media. He's taking another girl out now huh? I just neglected him for a week. For a damn week. This fucking hurts a lot. 

That night I fixed myself and I turned off my phone as well. Tay has been asking me where I was when I went out. I decided to party. I needed to get lost, really lost that I wouldn't be able to think about Off or all of the rumors and articles about him and his "co-actor". 

Tonight, I forget. Tonight, I'll numb all the emotions. I'm choosing me again, even though I really love Off. Some things just really never change I guess? I never get to have the man I fall for. I know I fell differently for Off than I did with Oab, I even thought Off would be the one...