The world upside down (5sos and Taylor Caniff fan fic)

I trusted you

I go off and talk to Jess and congratulate her on how good she was and told her the stage was where she belongs. Then I spoke to the boys telling them how amazing they are and gave them each a hug. I turned to go see Courtney and Tay because Luke was with the boys. But what I saw wasn't what I wanted to see. Courtney was getting a bit too close to Taylor, when she had a boyfriend, she has the boyfriend that she's been dreaming about since goodness knows when, then she laughed and hugged him, why would she do this to me, I should have known, she's the pretty one, she's the one everyone loves, I'm always the one that gets left behind. The guy that I've been in love with for years, and I finally got the chance to be someone to him, and it's being taken away from me. Courtney looked at me and smiled, and started walking towards me, I stormed away and when I heard her running after me I ran and hid in the toilets, the tears were falling down my face, I could still hear her shouting my name but I refused to make a sound, I couldn't deal with her right now, how could she do this to me, I really thought Tay cared about me, of course he doesn't emily, why would he go after a fan like you, you're ugly and stupid, nobody wants you. How could I be so silly. When I felt a bit better and I knew Courtney was gone, I came out and wiped the tears, as I walked out the bathroom, I bumped into some fans, a few glared at me and I smiled at them, "hey are you okay" one of them asked. I took a deep breathe and replied "yeah, I'm fine, thank you" I smiled and tried to walk away, but one of them who was glaring at me stopped me and said "you're Taylor's girlfriend aren't you" I let out a small laugh "I'm not his girlfriend" I heard her mumble under her breath "close enough" I walked away as fast as I could, and ran back stage to bump into Tay. "Em, are you okay?"
"Yeah, just dandy" I grumbled