Unspoken Love

school

Milo's pov:

It was back to school again it didn't even want to go. Why does school even exist? I have always asked my self everyday unless it's summer. So your probably asking why are you so upset about school well I think I really messed up this time I mean I'm so confused about gigi I mean I love her so much but I don't know if I really want to love her. I mean I do that just came out wrong I do want to love her but I don't know how I will love her if I can't show it. I may just never know how I feel about her and how I should express it.I mean yeah everyone said love is a confusing maze. It is true we all know but I don't want to figure it out from others people I want to figure it out for my own. I will try every thing today to get her to know how I feel without telling her and I will try anything to get her to feel the same way. I have to I just have to. I say in my head as I walk into our class room smirking big at gigi to get her attention away from her friends but for some reason it doesn't work? Why? I think as I slope down in my seat