The Fire In My Heart

Chapter 9

Zayn's Pov: 

This day sucks, I hate management and I hate my life!.

Today I had to go on a 'date' with my 'fiance' and act all cute and in love.

During the whole date I didn't know what to do, what should I do on a date with someone I don't even like or get along with!, how am I suppose to act like I care about her in front of the cameras when in fact I don't give a fuck about her.

I remember two years ago when I met Perrie, I had the biggest crush on her. I can't lie, Perrie is beautiful and hot, no one can deny that, but after a while this crushing on hers stopped, then management out of no where wants me to fake date her so Little Mix can get more fans.

Management ruined my life, I can't find someone I like while I'm ' engaged' to someone!.

During the date all Perrie did smile to the paparazzi and telling me all about how I should just do things to make it look more believable.

I drove home feeling the worst I ever did in a while, I parked the car in the place and got out and headed to the door, I opened it and headed to my room with not even glancing at the boys, who I am sure are waiting for me to watch the movie in the living room.

I close my bedroom door and lay on my bed.

How long do I have to fake this, when will I meet the girl, THE ONE?.

I hear a knock my door, it's probably one of the boys.

"Come in, "  I said as the door was opened and Liam walked inside.

"Hey, you okay lad?" He asked, looking worried.

I nodded and said "Don't worry about me, I'm fine"

"You sure" I know he doesn't believe me, because I'm not fine.

"Yeah, I'm sure, just a little bit tired of management that's all" I gave him a small smile

"If you say so, but me and the lads are all here if you want to talk to someone you know that right?" I nodded 

"I know, thank you"

"Don't you want to watch the movie with us?, everyone is waiting for you" I shook my head no 

"I'll pass this time, you watch it guys" 

"Okay, too bad you should meet the girls that Harry told us about, Olivia and Amy "

"Why is that?" I smiled at him, if Liam liked people he gets excited about it, it's funny

"They are cool, that's why, and normal if that's make sense, they act normally around us, you know what I mean?"  I nodded getting what he means

"That's good, I'll probably meet them next time" 

Liam nodded and got up "ill go and tell them that you are going to take a nap " I nodded at him

"Okay" and he got out.

For a what felt like hours I spent it on twitter reading some tweets, fans send it to me and some sketches of myself, some fans are really good and talented and, every time I see a good tweet of a sketch or how much I mean to them and how I helped them it made me feel a little bit better.

I got thirsty, so I went down to the kitchen to drink some juice, I opened the fridge and got the orange juice out and poured some into a cup.

At the moment a black haired girl walked into the kitchen, I can say she saw me, but still she didn't talk, she opened the fridge and got something out of it, I decided to ask her name here because it looks like she won't be talking to me.

"Hey, " I said, she turned her face to me and said 

"Hey, " I could see that she was blushing, seems like she is the shy type of girl, which explain why she didn't talk to me.

 I didn't know what to say next, I felt weird and awkward for some reason so I asked.

"You are Harry's friend that he invited over?" she nodded with the blush still evident on her cheeks

"Yeah, me and Amy " then I remembered something that harry showed me once, something that got me interested

"You must be Olivia, the one who does those sketches that he always show me" she blushed even more if that's possible and nodded 

"Yeah.." I smiled and said

"You are really good, I love your sketches, you are really talented, I'm a big fan" I was smiling me by now and she turned even redder, looked up and thanked me.

"Thank you, that means a lot "

That moment she looked into my eyes, and I looked back. I didn't say anything, I couldn't even say anything, I caught my breathe and I had a weird feeling, something so unexplainable, it felt so right to be here at this moment.

I tried to look away, but I couldn't, and I didn't want to say anything, feeling like if I did I would ruin something, and I still don't know what that thing is.

"I-- I have to go, " she stuttered before she went almost running out of the kitchen, and my eyes were still following her.

I went back to my room laying on my bed like before, but this time not thinking of management or Perrie, I was thinking of what happened down there.

Why did I feel like this, like something SO right was happening, like I found something I was missing, like.. I don't know what it feels like, but I know it was a good feeling.

Her brown eyes held something, sadness, yet still held happiness, confusion.

 Looking in her eyes feels so right.

God, what's going on with me!!

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hey guys, so what do you think of this chapter, tbh i find it good and im really happy that the actual thing just started. 

now i get to write about Zolivia :D ( i already made a ship name heheh,) if u have a better ship name tell me :)

Love

Gharam