Silence the voices!! (kiribaku)

Chapter 10

I'm gonna say this one more time just so that people know and that they cant get mad at me. i am no longer putting trigger warnings in the beginning of my chapters as I have all of the warning in the description of this story. so yeah!! sorry i haven't published in a while. I've been trying to keep up with school, my tiktok uploading (which also isnt going well lmfao) and the multiple doctors appointments I'm having each month along with my CAHMS appointments and shit---- BASICALLY IM VERY BUSY AT THE MOMENT BUT HERE THE CHAPTER!!! never mind in writing this as im at around 940 words i kind of drag this on and i think this story is shit but oh well I had to update this so here it is!!!!

Aizawa POV- ( i really couldnt be bothered to keep changing POV so its all just aizawa for this chapter)

i was walking to my house with bakugou in my arms trying to figure out how to help this kid. Ever since (Ev no ery can we just talk about how it was originally this before someone pointed it out HOW DID I EVEN DO THAT) he came back from the two week break a few weeks ago hes just been acting a bit.... strange.. hes been more antsy and seems very paranoid and anxious when hes around big crowds but when hes alone or only one person.... also when we went into the woods the other day for training... if i rember correctly he tried to get out of that lesson..... he never told me why but he did seem really anxious and said he couldn't do training in the woods but would do it in the gym... but we had to be in the woods for the type of training.. i wonder why he didn't want to go into the woods--- i was brought out of my thoughts when i had realised i was not in front of my house.... i knew mic wasn't home because he was teacher and i didnt have my key with me..... fuck... what do i--

oh wait.. shinsou is home he had a panic attack this morning so he stayed home... i rang the doorbell slowly trying my best not to wake the sleeping boy in my arms.. a few seconds after i rang the bell the door swung open to show shinsou. he had a look of shock and confusion on his face but still let me through the door into the house without asking any questions. without a single word being said I walked into the living room and places bakugou down onto the sofa gently so i wouldn't wake him up. I carefully lifted his top half and sat down placing his head on my lap and started to play with his hair. shinsou then walked into the living room giving me a confused look. i could tell he wanted me to tell him whats wrong and why bakugou is here but now wasn't the time for talking so i put my finger to my mouth to signal for him to be quiet. he did just that and sat down placing bakugou's legs on top of his and took out his phone and scrolled through Instagram.

timeskip given to you by....... no one i just want to know if not knowing how you feel because your so emotionless is normal?? ive been thinking that for a while ANYWAYS BACK ONTO THE ACCTUAL STORY----

its been about half an hour since i arrived at home with bakugou. i had messaged mic to tell nezu i wasnt with the class and i wouldn't be for the rest of the day due to an incident and that he should get home the second he could because of something that happened with a student... also if he could quickly get another weighted blanket and some comfy clothes and comfort stuff like blankets, teddies and shit..... because i feel like the kid could use it. especially if what he said about his mother is exactly what i think it is..... neglect and abuse... I'm secretly hoping its not. but deep down I know exactly what it is and that i need to get this kid help... but there's more going on. you can just tell... but i can.. put a finger on exactly what it is.. he seems scared when there isn't someone around but also when there is too many people and when we went into the woods.... i thought about this earlier but now that im home I can think about it a little more maybe someone jumped him in the woods? or maybe he go--

i was bought out of my thoughts at the boy on my lap flinching and shaking. shinsou notices too as he quickly put his phone down and looked at me pretty much asking what was going on. I shrugged. i started to stroke bakugou's hair again it seemed to calm him down slightly but then he flinched again and started shaking even more and hyperventilating in his sleep. I quicker sit up a little more then I was and try to wake him up. shinsou did the same and started to stroke his leg to see if he could also calm him down. this carried on for a few minutes more before I started to feel something wet on my trousers. that's when I realised he was crying. this is when i knew 100% that he was having a nightmare and one that I can not keep him asleep for. i need to wake him up and i need him wake him now before something bad happens. I start to slightly shake bakugou while whispering things to him to try and wake him up but he just wasn't waking up no matter how hard i shaked him.

"shinsou i know you don't like sharing your comfort items but can you please go grab you weighted blanket for me. just for now you can have it back when your papa comes back home okay?"
he was hesitant at first but slowly moves making sure to be careful with bakugou's legs. whike shinsou had gone to get his blanket I took bakugou off my legs so i could get up and then places a pillow under his head. i crouched down in front of the sleeping boy and his face was pale and filled with fear... what's going on with this kid.... he then started to scream not loudly but not quiet either. that about when shinsou came. once he saw the sight of bakugou he hurried with his speed running over and passing me the blanket. I places the blanket on bakugous legs and started to stroke his hair while shinsou went to go grab a glass of water for bakugou when he woke up.

it went on like this for 20 more minutes. at this time mic was back home with eri and we were all in the living room waiting for him to wake up and tell us what was going on. although eri was getting really upset and impatient waiting for bakugou to wake up. bakugou had babysat for eri a couple of times and every time she had always came back extremely happy. they never told them what she and bakugou did all we know is that she enjoys being with him.

its been 3 more minutes and eri is now crying trying to cuddle up with bakugou because he doesn't look well and looks absolutely terrified. i remembered when we first adopted shinsou and eri and how when they came out of long nightmares they couldnt be woken up by they would sometimes throw up so i got mic to grab a bowl just in case. it also got to the point where we thought we might have to call an recovery girl over or even worse take him to a hospital so we decided to get some cold water on a rag and see if placing that onto his face would wake him up. so we got a bowl of freezing cold water and dipped that into the bowl. after ringing it out we dabbed his face with it. at first we didn't think it would work but we decided to try it once more to see if that would work. the second we put that cloth on his forehead the second time he shot up like a bullet. gasping for air, hyperventilating looking around frantically. he looked terrified....he was gagging so i quickly reached for the bowl bucket thing and places it under his mouth as he gagged and gasped. mic rushed over to rub his back and comfort him as he started to throw up all the contents of his stomach... which was mostly just stomach acid.... 'he hasn't been eating' i thought. when he finished throwing up I placed the bowl somewhere it wouldn't get knocked over but still somewhere i could easily grab if i needed to. i stood up and sat on the couch behind bakugou and spun him so where he was sat on my lap and he immediately grabbed onto my shirt and stuffed his face into my chest trying to get the air he desperately needed into his lungs.

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WOO A LONG CHAPTER!!!! I doubt the next ones will be this long so I'm sorry about that. i also wrote this in two days so if it doesn't make sense at one point because it just doesnt mix right thats why. even though this is long I think this is the worst chapter i have wrote-- but oh well. anyways i hope everyone enjoys this. im glad i managed to update. i was going to make it longer and add a little of bakugous dream and afterwards of the aizawa and yamada family doing ya know what they did in his point of view but im tired and want to go to sleep so that will be in the next chapter!! ANYWAYS YEAH I HOPE YOU ENJOYES THIS SHITTY MESS!!!

Please let me know if i made any mistakes and i will fix them as soon as i can and to thr best of my ability.