A Normal Tony Stark Oneshot.

It hurts [ironstrange/frostiron]

warning:
attempt at suicide
self harm
rape
abuse

all of these are light tho

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the rogues are back, threatening, screaming, kicking, punching, blaming, if you name every bad thing someone can do to another human being they do it

tony kept the rogues returning secret from his two best friends... potentially crushes.... maybe....

both sorcerers were needed in a mission of 3 months

it was the perfect time to transport the rogues in

|with loki and stephen

"do you like Anthony?" loki asked out of the blue

"yes, i assume you do too?" stephen asked turning his head to face the god

"leave him alone, he is mine" loki fought

"only tony can decide that, let the best man win" stephen smirked and continued the mission

| avengers compound

tony had never experienced 3 months this worse... honestly he thinks Afghanistan is better

the rogues shout at him everyday, command him to do things he doesn't want to and blame him

he became their play doll to test their weapons with

after a month steve decide to beat tony up

"it's your fault that bucky is back at Wakanda!" steve said throwing the punch

tony didn't dodge he accepted it

steve pressed tony against the wall and started punching him again till the smaller man fell on the floor

sam was going to stop him

"don't, it's my fault bucky isn't here" tony said

"yeah it's your fault!" steve answered while kicking tony repeatedly

a week after that tony started to cut his wrists

"to everyone i killed, I'm sorry" he said

tony passed out in his room, steve saw this opportunity to use tony properly

steve slowly removed Tony's clothes as steve began to rape him

tony woke up and started crying

"it hurts, please, steve, stop" tony begged the taller man

"shhhh, this will be the payment for all the trouble you cost me" steve answered as he continued

"stev-" tony was cut of by a hard slap

this continued every week

as each pass by a member of the rogues decided to join them

it was the third month, just like Afghanistan tony is going to escape by flying

It's going to start very soon, Tony. The Fall. But don't be scared.

tony says to himself everyday

Falling's just like flying except there's a more permanent destination.

tony kept saying

the day gets near and another one of the rogues session with him is done

he went to his secret room where all the names of his 'victims' are listed

he cuts himself

"boss! you have alot of injuries! if you do this you'll hurt yourself even more! I'll have no choice but to-" before F.R.I.D.A.Y. was finished tony shut her off

"it hurts" tony said as he cuts deeper than normal

the day has come for the fall

it's simply just flying, tony

it's simply just flying

it's just flying

it's flying

flying

tony is on the roof as he takes the biggest jump of his life

flying

he's flying

| with Stephen and loki

they reached the compound messy and full of garbage, or they just saw the rogues

"what are you doing here?!" clint asked loki

"i should be the one asking you that" loki answered the mortal

"stark was on his senses and let us in" wanda answered for his father figure

"i am an avenger" loki said

another thing to punch stark about the rogues thought

they didn't notice the cloak escaping from Stephen, levi came back holding tony, bruised and almost dead

both the sorcerers were mad

they healed tony first and glared daggers at the rogues

well in Loki's case, aimed daggers at the rogues

the next day tony told them everything that happened against his own will

they kinda put a honestly spell on him and asked Friday for the footage

sorry not sorry

after that week they never saw the rogues again

"you killed them didn't you" a better looking tony asked

they didn't answer

"why did you kill them?" tony was getting mad

"tell me!" tony raised his voice when no one answered

"Anthony-"

"calm down-" loki and stephen said at the same time but both got cut off by tony

"WE NEED THEM!" he full on shouted

"BECAUSE IT HURTS! it hurts seeing you cry yourself to sleep, to waste your time on getting them each a pardon they don't even deserve, do you know how it feels when the love of your life get screamed at and used?! TO BE BLAMED BY THE TINIEST ACTION THEY DID! you are my life tony, and i won't let them take you away" Stephen ranted and screamed

"i agree whole heartedly, they shouldn't use you if they call themselves your 'friends'" loki said

"you- you love me?" tony asked

"out of everything we said yes, we love you" Stephen answered

"you must be disgusted by me" tony said guilty

"what they did wasn't your fault" loki answered

"if killing them means i get to love you all my life? then so be it" Stephen proved

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we don't get to know who he ends up with

lel