Desire

Chapter 4 Resist

8/15/20 5:50 am ~ Monday 😑

I wake up early to make the boys breakfast. I climb over Julian carefully to not wake him, he looks so adorable when he's sleeping. I go to my bathroom and brush my teeth, wash, and moisturize my face. I then silently grabbed my phone, my charger, and my airpods and headed to the kitchen.

I never plug my phone up at night cause if it over charges it kills the battery. So I plug it up in the kitchen and connect my airpods. Listening to my "Feeling gangsta" playlist. And I start cooking, I start with the potatoes. I put a little oil and my pan and I let that heat up.

I peel wash and cut the potatoes into cubes and season them, (If you don't support BLM ✊🏾 get off my story cause you don't deserve seasoned food) I put the potatoes in the pan and put the lid. I then start cooking the sausage. Switching between the potatoes and sausage making sure they don't burn. The sauasage is done before the potatoes which I expected.

The potatoes need like 6 more minutes and they should be done. I check the time and its 6:34 and I haven't heard the boys so I decide to wake them :). I grab a baking sheet and a wooden spoon, I unplug my phone its at 100% and I disconnect my airpods, I run upstairs silently as possible. I open my bedroom door and I was right there still sleeping. I prop my phone on my dresser and start recording.

I bang the spoon on the pan and start yelling, " I DIDN'T GET NO SLEEP CAUSE OF Y'ALL, Y'ALL DONT GET NO SLEEP CAUSE OF ME" Continously banging the spoon on the pan, and yelling the same thing, they all start popping up.

Kevin:" What the fuck"
Julian:" Cocoa, Really?"
Marc:" Its too early"
Mathew:" What time is it"
Jr:" Ughhhh"
I stop the video and save it. I post it on my Instagram story
Me:" Get up sleepy heads. It's 6:36"
Marc:" 6:36? That's early as hell."
Me:" No its not, we have school, start getting ready, shower if that's what you, and yea. When I come back up here y'all better be up and getting ready."

I walk back downstairs and check the potatoes, they still got like 2 minutes. So I start cooking the eggs and tortillas. I give everybody 2 burritos. I put eggs, sausage, potatoes, green onion, and cheese. I roll them and put them in little ziploc bags. I made just enough to have 2 left over for my mom, I put hers in a zip lock and write her name on it and set it on the Island.

I set the rest of the bags on the counter and put the pots in the sink, letting them soak in water. And I go back and check on the boys. Mathew is up and hes folding his blanket, kevins looking through his bag, jrs on his phone and I'm assuming Marc's in the bathroom.
I look at my bed and see julian sleeping.

Me:" This boy"
Kevin:" You want me to wake him up?"
Me:" Nah I got it."
I walk to my bed and jump on him.
Me:" GETT UPP"
Julian:" noo"
Me:" Yess"
I manage to pull the cover from under me and somehow it flips me off of him. He pulls the cover his head and I get back on him this time straddling him. I try and pull the covers down but he's holding them so I start hitting him, hard enough for him to know I'm not playing, but not too hard to were it'll hurt him.

Julian:" Stopp"
Me:" No get up"
Julian:" No"
I hit him again.
Me:" Yes"
I keep hitting him cause he's not moving and finally he pulls the blanket off of his head, grabs me by my hips and slams me on the other side of the bed. I start laughing and he stands on his knees and pins me down.

Julian:" happy?"
Me:" Very"
I smile and wink at him and I see him tryna fight a smile. And I start laughing at him. And he looks at me like I'm a crackhead.
Me:" Oh I'm sorry am I supposed to be scared?"
I snicker and try to act scared.
Me:" Oh my gosh, julian I'm so scared. Please don't hurt me. . .
Laughing my fucking ass off, I cant."