Side Effects Stray Kids X Jeongin

05

Jeongin's pov

A few hours later, it was midnight and I was wide awake. I laid between the pair and looked out the window.

I gazed out at the gorgeous stars and moon for almost an hour without realizing it.

"What's the matter, baby? Can't you sleep anymore?" Chan asked tiredly.

"Nope," I sighed. Chan kissed my forehead and smiled down at me softly.

"Do you want to go to the living room and watch a movie? We can make popcorn," Chan spoke. I nodded my head excitedly, slowly moving my body away from Felix's. Felix tightened his grip on me and pulled me back to his chest.

"Felix, we know you're awake. Let him go," Chan sounded. I furrowed my brows and rolled around in his hold.

"You're awake?" I asked, poking his cheek repeatedly. Felix softly bit my finger causing me to try to pull my finger away. Once I had my finger back, I jokingly glared at Felix.

"You bit me again!" I exclaimed. Felix laughed and kissed the bite mark he had left on my finger.

"It was too tempting. I had to," Felix laughed. I laughed with him and stood up from the bed, popping my back once I was stood upright.

"Hey Chan-" Changbin entered the bedroom. I gasped loudly, thinking that meeting him a few hours ago was a dream. I backed away from Changbin cautiously before running behind Chan. Chan gently reached for my hands before pulling me beside him.

Scalding tears rushed down my cheeks as I looked at the carpet. I looked up after a few seconds and made eye contact with Changbin, which only made my tears fall faster and blur my vision.

"Baby, are you alright? What's wrong now?" Chan asked softly, cradling my cheeks in his hands. I sniffled and slowly walked towards Changbin.

I reached for his hand and held it softly, making sure the man in front of me was real.

"You're actually alive? I'm not dreaming?" I whispered, my voice not being strong enough to be louder. Changbin smiled softly and nodded.

I pulled my hand back and slapped him without a second thought. His head turned to the left from how hard I had hit his cheek.

"Why the hell did you leave me, huh? Was I not good enough for you? Why did I have to be told that you had committed suicide, only to find you here, alive and well, three years later? Why?!" I yelled, gaining the attention of the other vampires in the house. They all entered the bedroom and watched our scene unfold.

"Baby-"

"Don't "baby" me, Seo Changbin. Save it. The man I loved died three years ago. Whatever shell of a vampire you are in front of me isn't the man I loved. You're nothing but a stranger..." I scoffed, walking back out of the bedroom.

I made my way into a bathroom and slammed the door shut, locking it behind me. I slid my back down the door and cried into my hands. Sobs wracked my body as my head hurt from holding back tears. My chest ached and heaved with each sob I produced.

"Baby, it's Chan. Please don't hurt yourself in there. I need you," Chan spoke. I could hear that he was crying silently by his voice.

"I hate him," I stated, my voice stony and cold once I opened the bathroom door. I glared past them all to Changbin.

"Jeongin, please let me explain," Changbin begged, pushing his way forward towards me. I scoffed again and held my arm up, keeping him an arm's length away.

"You have five minutes; go," I stated. emotion far from my voice. Changbin looked at me sadly before opening his mouth to speak.

"I had to fake my death. You would have noticed I hadn't been aging and-"

"You could have just told me vampires exist instead of causing me so much inner turmoil- so much trauma. It doesn't matter anymore. I'm really glad you're alive," I sobbed again and wrapped my arms around his waist.

"Please don't leave me again. You either Jisung," I cried into Changbin's chest. Soon, Changbin pulled us apart and let me hug Jisung for an extended period of time.

"I hate you both so much, but I love you more than I hate you," I mumbled into Jisung's shoulder.

"We still love you, but you're Chan's now. We can't have you," Jisung spoke softly, gently caressing my hair. I sighed happily and leaned my body closer to him.

"But- but Chan said it was okay for me to date all seven of you if I wanted to," I confessed, pulling away from Jisung to look at all seven males. I glanced at each of them quickly for their reactions.

"You'd really share Jeongin with us?" Seungmin asked, visibly surprised. Chan sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose.

"If it would make Jeongin happy, absolutely. I would do anything to make him happy," Chan smiled softly at me. I smiled widely and jumped into his arms. He easily caughed me and held an arm under my butt and an arm around my waist to support my weight.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you!" i repeated over and over as I kissed all over his face. I finally kissed his lips slowly, full of passion and love for the vampire.

"Okay, since you know you love Changbin, Jisung and I, should you start off with just us three as boyfriends? Then, later, if you get feelings for any of the other guys you can ask them out or whatever and add them to the mix. That way you aren't being led on if any of us don't love you as you deserve," Chan spoke intelligently.

"Is that okay with you guys?" I asked timidly. They all nodded their heads or said a variant of "yes."

"Yay! I promise to be the best boyfriend I can be!" I exclaimed happily. They smiled at me before Changbin stepped forward.

"If we're dating, am I allowed to kiss you again? I really miss doing that," Changbin whined. I blushed faintly and nodded my head. Changbin smiled and cupped my right cheek with his hand.

"Stop me if you don't like it anymore," Changbin whispered before collecting my lips in his. I smiled into the kiss and wrapped my arms around his shoulders. He slid his hands up Chan's hoodie to gently hold my slim waist. I pulled him closer until we heard a cough.

"If you two are done playing tonsil tennis, we can watch the movie, Jeongin? Are you still up for it?" Felix spoke.

"What movie will we watch?" I asked aloud. Felix shrugged his shoulders.

"We'll find one on Netflix I guess," He responded. I smiled and nodded.

"We'll continue this later if you're up for it..." Changbin smirked. I scoffed playfully and ran to Chan.

"Channie, he wants to go farther," I whined, sending a wink to Changbin. Changbin gasped and looked at me playfully meanly.

"Well, that's your decision, baby. Don't let him or any of us pressure you into anything you don't want to do, okay? Tell us no, and tell us if we go too far with anything. We'll listen to you, baby," Chan spoke. I nodded my head, believing what he said. I shouldn't have.