My Best-Friend, My Bully.

Part 12

Selena's POV
School has just have been getting worse and worse each day. The drama with Jacque, yes that is the sluts..- I mean girls name, Justin's popularity, me feeling like a loner at lunch since Justin no longer sits with us and Vanessa moved the other day. I just have Austin. That should be cool right? Right?!?
I've been kinda been in depression lately due to Jacque and her posey calling me fat and such. I'm currently in a small eating disorder trying to loose the fat I heard I have. Sometimes I wish I wasn't born, and question my self why I'm here in the first place.
To be honest, I really miss Justin. I miss his smile, his laugh, the way he looks around when he's nervous or either he's lying. I just miss him. I miss Vanessa, I miss my old life. Me having a smile on my face, laughing with Demi, and just hanging out with friends in general.
My thoughts were cut off by my mom saying she needed me to come downstairs.
Selena: Yeah, mom?
She was holding her phone and what looked like, ending a call.
Mandy: Oh! Sweetie! You have your next eye doctors appointment on Saturday. They want to have a check up on you.
Selena: Oh ok. Cool. Hey mom? Could I go take a walk?
Mandy: Make sure you come back before 6:00.
I made my way upstairs to get dressed into some real clothes and yelled out an alright to my mom.
I put on a dark navy blue sweatshirt with some regular skinny jeans. I got out my hair stuff and my shoes. I decided to leave my hair out since it was a nice day out and I got my shoes on. I grabbed my glasses and I was soon out the door.
I took out my earbuds and listened to my new fav song riptide on the way to a park I used to go to when I was younger. It reminds me of Justin. I know I shouldn't be thinking about him, but this is where I met him and this is the park me and Demi used to go to.
I sat on one of the benches there and sat there thinking. I turned my head and saw some kids smiling and laughing while swinging on the swings. It had that annoying sound every time you would swing.
-Flashback-
I looked up and saw that the boy was looking at me and he smiled.
-Flashback over-
Oh that smile of his..
I got a little hungry so I went to the nearest coffee shop and got a donut with a vanilla bean frap. Ohh look I'm officially a while girl! Should I take a pic and post it? Hah! I make myself laugh.
Apparently, I make Justin and his crew laugh too..considering that they're now here..in the coffee shop..where I am..oh gosh.
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A/N- Now, by the title of the book it says on hold. I'm sorry. Very sorry! But it is not on hold at all!!
Instead I have slow updates...yh. I'm trying to update the best I can, but school and stuff. I don't want to stop this book bcuz of school. Bullshit! I want to keep updating to make u guys happy since u guys enjoy my books. So I'm trying the best I can to update.
It's like 2am so I'm gonna sleep.
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