Maybe, Just Maybe (ICONic Boyz Love Story)

Chap. 11- Just Not Completely Into Him

(MikeyPOV)

Lizzy stopped crying after a while, so we went upstairs to my room. I sat down on my bed and she sat down next to me. She smiled at me, I smiled back at her and wrapped my arms around her waist, she wrapped her arms around me too. "It's moments like these that I wish could last forever," she said.

All I could do was smile. This girl has got me going crazy. I think I love her. I don't want to say it yet though because I'm afraid that she doesn't love me back. But what if she does? Oh god. I'm gonna make myself crazy if I think like this. Stop Mikey, just say something.

"I love you." I said, "I really do, you're my everything."

She smiled. "I love you too, Mikey."

She loves me. She really loves me. I leaned in, and she did too. Instantly, our lips connected. All I could feel were sparks as our lips moved in sync. This girl is mine. She may not have been my first kiss, but I wish she was. She is too perfect. She probably won't believe it even if she hears it from others, but I don't even care. She's so beautiful. I rubbed my hands up and down her sides while her arms were around my neck.

(LizzyPOV)

Am I going to far with him? I said I wanted to wait. Mikey's different though, but still I'm too young to go too far. I love him, so I'll just keep on going. The girls just can't find out. I swear, if they happen to find out.... My God. I pulled away and smiled. He looked me in the eyes.

"We should go downstairs before people get suspicious," he told me.

"But what if Montana's down there?!" I questioned.

"You just have to ignore her. It won't be easy, but I have faith in you, Lizzy,"

I smiled and nodded. We both got up and started descending the stairs. We sat down in the living room with everyone. Montana, was giving me dirty looks.

"Mikey, you could do so much better." Montana said.

"Seriously Montana?!" Nicolette snapped "I actually think Lizzy's BETTER than you. She loves my brother, and all you did was USE him. I didn't even invite you here! You just showed up! So maybe you should just leave!"

Montana looked at all of us in disbelief. "Maybe you all should look at the hate Lizzy's getting. Their relationship isn't as perfect as it seems." She said then got up and left.

"Hate?" I asked.

"I saw it..." Vinny said.

"I did too..." Charlotte said softly, "it's all about the picture mikey posted earlier today."

"Ya know what, I have had ENOUGH! Enough hate, enough with Annie. I can't even take it. I just want my friend back. It was so stupid of me to say any of that," I cried "and what makes it worse is the fact that she probably hates me,"

"No she doesn't, you can't think that way," Charlotte said.

"Did she actually say she didn't hate me?!" I said with a glimpse of hope.

"Well... No... But..."

"I'm sorry. I just can't right now," I said quietly and got up to get some air.

I walked out the door and sat in the hammock on the porch. A couple of tears fell down my cheeks. I wiped them away. Mikey walked outside.

"Don't cry, I'm here with you." He said softly and hugged me, "You've cried too much already today, no more tears please."

I took a deep breath and pulled away from the hug. "Nothing's going to be normal again, I won't have my four best friends, I'll have fans hating on me everyday..." I said.

"The fans can't change how much I love you." He said, "So stop worrying about them."

He kissed me, and I kissed him back.

"I love you." He smiled.

"I love you more." I said, and smiled back.

"Now keep that smile." He said.

I giggled.

(AnniePOV)

"This is lame..." I told Madison.

We were cuddling on the beach towel we set up under the stars at the beach 'the crew' was at earlier.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

I sat up.

"I mean like, that whole fight was stupid. I gotta admit that he was right, I was going too fast. But now I feel terrible about texting Montana..." I faded.

"You texted Montana?!"

"Uh... Yea, about that..."

"No! Why would you do that?!" He said with disbelief.

I shrugged and looked at my bare feet. I swear, I really wanted to go apologize. But if I did, I don't know. I just don't think it would feel right.

"I wanna go back home," I told him.

"Why?" He asked morosely.

"I just wanna go home!" I hollered.

His emotion was wiped from his face.

"Babe, I'm sorry, I'm just tired," I said softly.

I scooted closer to him and overlapped his lips with mine.

"Another day, babe," I told him.

"Okay,"

We walked home hand in hand. I was not feeling great. I had a massive headache. I guess it was guilt. How would I explain this whole Montana thing with everybody else? I was deep in thought when I arrived on my doorstep and thanked Madison. I walked inside, greeted my mom (my dad was sleeping) and got and Advil and a glass of water. I walked upstairs to take a shower. It was only ten o'clock so I figured why not? I finished my shower and wrapped myself in a towel. I stepped into my new room which I had finished packing this morning. I grabbed a pair of mesh track shorts, a sports bra, and a tee shirt. I brushed out my hair and put in my split end protector. I French braided it and sat on my bed for a second. I examined my room. It was mainly white and had a huge ceiling to floor window. The curtains were royal blue, and the bedspread was a black, white and blue stripe pattern. Me and all of the other girls got the biggest houses on the block. I chuckled at the idea. I turned on the flat screen tv above the fireplace (I know...). I was lying in bed watching tv with the lights off. I was scrolling through my twitter when I saw a picture of Lizzy and Mikey. I smiled. They were too cute. I feel bad for everything. Then i read the comments. There was so much hate. I couldn't take it. I put my phone on the charger on my bedside table. I was watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire when I realized. I am not completely in love with Madison. I know that I like him... A lot. But still. I'm just not feeling it. Oh well. It is that time of month again. I think I'm just gonna rest tomorrow.