FALLING FOR THE WRONG GUY

chapter 28

             Gwen

It has been two months since the Gabe and i thing , you know what i mean and right now i feel like an idiot. Cause after he droped me home, i have never set my eyes on him.He ignores my texts and calls and i cant help feel like a piece of shit for letting him use me like that .

So it is true when they say some men are only after your body and after they get what they wanted they don't bother giving you a second look.I have spend three weeks wallowing in my stupidity at home. I had to take some time off job because i was in no  condition to think straight since Gabe stopped showing up.

Patty and  Jake tried their best trying to make me see maybe he was bussy but got nowhere with it cause my mind was set, he just wanted to use me then leave as soon as he got what he wanted and here i was thinking what we had would last just because he fed me with lies of how much he 'adored' me.

I went to stay with my parents who by the way didn't seem to care that i was hurting , i mean a year ago they could have hunt him down if he hurt me but now they are all too busy to care and all they tell me is, "darling don't stress yourself maybe he has his reasons why he has not been around,  " are you kidding me !what happened to my family?

One thing i stopped doing is crying though because even if i had to cry my tear bags dry it wouldn't have changed a thing.All i ever wisher for is my first time to be with a man i loved and i know i loved him when i gave myself to him and i will never regret that, not now not ever.

I went out with Cherish several times as she called it her way of cheering me up and getting me out of the house saying i looked like shit and needed some air. She even took me to the spa to get my hair and nails done cause to be honest i don't remember the last time i did that.

Life is never rainbows and sunshine all the time cause if someone told me he would leave me some months back i would have laughed in their faces but boy how right were they?

Wait!what if you overthing about why he has not been around all this time?what if something bad happened to him and you are here blaming him for shit he wouldn't do?argued my subconscience.Mmh as if anything can happen to him when he has guards around him all the time, I argued back.

Whatever helps you sleep at night Gwen but deep down you are hoping he has not  leave you for some other bitch, Geez my conscience is so annoying.I pushed all the toughts aside as I put all my concentration in editing some work I was send to work on from home.

"Hey girlie, " greeted patty as she smiled at me from the door."Are you just gonna stand there or are you getting your little tush in here?"I asked ."hey my tush ain't small for your information but I'll come in, "she said throwing herself on my bed , crowl up to me and pulled me into a bone crashing hug." Patty....I...can't... breath, "I stuttered trying to get out of her tight hold.

" Ooops!sorry its just I have missed you so much, "she pouted." Would you just come back already,  cos things aint the same in the last two months at home without you, "she said with a frown on her face."" Patty you know why I can't come back not yet I need this, "I told her." Come on atleast come back to the apartment and stop thinking the worst of things he didn't leave you, "she said in a small voice that if I hadn't been paying attention I could've not heard her.

" What did you just say?"I asked putting my laptop to the side."Look all I can tell you is that Gabe is not a bad guy and he had his reasons why he has not been intouch with you , he thought he was doing it for you but it just pulled you two apart soo just hold on in there let him get his shit together he will come around."she said not even sparing me a glance.

"Okay, lets see his is doing it for me, who told him I cant do shit for myself?Patty I wanted us to be togeth through it all the bad and the good times but what did he do ?he just disappeared with no explaination as to why he just left." I told her getting angry at myself for even having this conversation, I was fade up with all this he I doing it for you shit.I don't even know why he just left in the first place .

Patty kept quiet she knew she wasn't going to win this one and decided to leave it at that, she just wanted to see her bestfriend happy and even though she knew what that idiot of a man did to Gabe to keep him away from Gwen she couldn't tell her coz it wasnt her story to tell.She was atleast happy Gaby had gotten the courage to finaly stand up for the woman he lover but he was also scared of how she would react when he told Gwen what happened and seeing her reaction right now Patty now understood why Gabe was scared of her bestfriend.

Patty seeing that talking about Gabe was making her friend upset,  she decided to talk about work and other staffs she knew her friend would enjoy talking about till she had to leave.Before she left she tried talking her into moving back into their apartment, which didn't go as expected but she was glad she had agreed to think about it.