Am I to tell?

HIGH SCHOOL SECRETS

Living this life in shadow of lies seems perfect rather than exposing my secrets to someone. My life story isn't horrible or terrible, but it is privacy. I've conned by my first boyfriend, he thought that he spoiled my loving heart but he was wrong. I've been with drug dealers during my university life in Canada, but I couldn't tell to anyone even my parents... they will know it only through this book but not directly from my mouth.

It was a Friday evening when I was blowing my laptop, I then heard my phone ringing in the next room I went to pick it up but I was wondering who was calling during those harsh hours. I then answered it, she was my friend LOLY. "Hey Sarah, will you be free tomorrow evening? Frank is having a birthday party, it will be good if you were there" loly said. "Oh! I have already forgot that, but Loly don't you remember that I have my flight on Sunday? I think I have told you about that, and you know you promised me that tomorrow you will help me by packing all my stuffs and preparing to go In Canada, don't you remember that?" she become silent for a while, but I knew what she was thinking, frank was her crush so she was deciding whether to be with me on that evening or to be with frank in his birthday party, she later said:"but Sarah can't you find merely a little time, just an hour to be with your friends? I think that night will be so fantabulous because it will be your last days with all of your friends, so am inviting you to be there not for my profit but also yours, I think you know that I love frank. How can I be absent in his birthday party? Please I am begging you to accompany me in that party, it will be good if we are together. Remember what you have promised me during our childhood that we will be together in everything".

"Loly you are my friend I know, but be in my place, what can you do if you were me? You know what happened between me and Owen, do you think that it will be such easy to face him again with all he did for me? He ruined my love, but I still love him you know. I can be there if only Owen is not there, but how can I be sure that he will not? He is the best friend of frank so there no way he can't be there" I said to her with a deep voice. After saying all those to her she directly ended the call, I think she was upset because I refused to go with her to frank's birthday party. I sat on my bed thinking what am going to do, if am going to hurt my friend in order avoid Owen's face, or if am going to face Owen and all he has done for me. I then decide to recall Loly so that we may find what to do together. I recalled her but she was not responding, oh please Loly pick up the phone... by lucky she answered it. "What are you going to add?" she said.

"Come on Loly, don't get upset I think you know well my situation and what is preventing me to come in that party, but I want us to do this together as we always do things together. You know that Owen the real scammer will be there so I want us to plan how we will deal with him, after all he have done I want to repay him" I said sadly." Then what are you planning to do with him?" she asked. I then took a deep breath, then I answered:" am going to damp him in public, you see, everyone will be there in the party as frank will have a speech I think he will also give it to Owen as one of his best friends. And in his speech, Owen will say my name I know, he will try to show everyone that there are no problems between us, and I will use that opportunity to put him on public".

"Oh, Sarah I do not believe if this is you. Anyway it is a good plan I will help you to do that. Tomorrow morning I will come early to help you with your preparations, then at noon you will come with me to frank's party". She said. "Ok Loly let us do like that, I think we will teach him a big lesson, bye!"