Am I to tell?

Bright, the drug dealer.

"My God, why do you have so many wounds? Those nerds were about to kill you. What is wrong with them, what have you done for them so that they may beat you like this? Are you a robber?" I asked him before saying any other thing. "I did nothing for them, I know I am not really such a kind guy but what I have done was the only perfect choice I had. I didn't want to do continue living in the darkness, where am not allowed to have friends or simply being familiar". He said in a hoarse voice and at that point I was completely lost, I can't tell that I were understanding what he was saying because it was like he was narrating proverbs. "Well, let's leave that I think it's not my concern. Aar... what's your name? I forgot to ask you that before but it's important. Mine is Sarah then yours?". I asked him but very seriously. It was really important for me to know the person that I was helping. "ok, my name is Bright but in streets, my gangs call me Thor because of how I do things... I really thank you for saving me last night". He only said that like a gang. "What were you doing on streets? Were you done with your studies?" I asked him. "No I even don't know how the class looks like, I don't know who brought me on the roads but I've found myself there since I was a young child". He said as if it meant nothing for him to be on streets since he was a young child I then turned around for a glass of water, I was feeling thirsty. " ok I think tomorrow you will be feeling very good, so you will take your way back where you used to be, or go find your parents because am still a student and this is not my home country". I said to him as if I was firing him but I had to act like that because I have decided not to believe any person here, maybe he was a sinner. "No problem Sarah, even what you did to me is enough, saving me from those jerks was a great job man, and I thanks for that. Tomorrow I will escape to". He was starting to use some street slangs but that wasn't bad for me. "Ok bro, you are going to stay here only for this night, tomorrow you will take your ass out". I said to him but he responded with nothing because I have already said about that before. I then prepared him a room where he was going to stay. "So, have a good night you are going to sleep in that room next to the dining room". I said. "Thank you". He replied to me but he seemed not to speak too much words, he was very calm.

Before falling asleep, my phone which was on the tablet rang. "Oh gosh who is calling me at these hours for sure?" I said to myself like I didn't want to answer any one's call during that time. The phone continued to rang for a couple of times, and I later decided to answer it because it was disturbing me. "Hello Sarah, are you sleeping? I've been calling you for so long but you weren't answering. What's wrong with you?" Chris said. I remembered that I've left him alone in the hotel by lying that I was going to pick the letter from my father's office which I don't know if it even exists. So I thought I must apologize to him. "Ooh, my bright moon Chris, what's up? I am really sorry for what happened, leaving you alone in that hotel wasn't looking good but you know what I was going to do, I had no any other choice but am sorry my love". I explained to him thinking that he was upset because of that.

"Sarah that's not a big deal, anyway are you OK?" he asked and I was completely surprised by that question. "What? What are you talking about? Am very OK, why do you ask?" I replied in excitement. "Don't you know what happened near the hotel where we were?" he said. "No, I don't know anything, what happened?" I said as if I was about to receive bad news. "The police have arrested four drug dealers, they were five young men but the police have caught only four and the other one is missing". He said, and I was totally surprised but that kind of madness that has attacked him. "Hell, are you a police man? Why are you telling me about this nonsense? Are you thinking that the fifth was a girl and that girl is Sarah?" I said to him in a tremendous voice. But I remembered that I hadn't asked him about his parent's occupation maybe they are officers. "No am not an officer but my father works in investigation bureau about drugs here in Canada, so I have to give him all information I know". He said but his words flicked me. His father and mine seems like they had the same job but mine was international. "Then are you your father's pit? Are you spying?" I asked him. "It seems like that but not exactly, it's just to help him to do his job well and I wish to replace him by the time he'll be retired". He replied. "Then are you spying me? Why are you telling me such drug stuffs, do you think am a dealer?" after saying that he cut off the line. I tried to imagine why he was telling all those to me, a person who we were about to start our romancing time together was spying me? How is that possible? At that time I was not even remembering about the guy in my house but what comes in my mind were my mother's words telling me not to believe every person here in Canada. Unfortunately, I believed Chris and I loved him. I tried to clear my mind so that I can sleep but I couldn't picture how Chris could be a spy. How? It's not possible! Look at all things we did together, all he does for me, was all his plans to spy me?