𝐼𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒...

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑒

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3 weeks. That's how long it's been since he left. Since he left me to drown. To explore a bottomless pit. To experience heartbreak again.

Alone. That's all I felt. Inside and out. He told me he loved me yet he left. He told the boys he was gonna ask me if we could be official yet he still left. I needed him yet he still left. I loved him yet he still left.

I'm lost. I don't know what to do anymore. No one in the world matters anymore. He's gone. Forever.

I sat there again on my bathroom floor, the shower running and a blade in my hand. I slid the blade across my wrist as thoughts clouded my head.
He didn't love me.
Your that worthless he left you.
He didn't want to be with you that much that he left his whole life behind.
He lost all his friends because of you.
Just do it your wasting everyone's time.
He said he loved you because he felt bad
Your worthless
He doesn't need you
Your a disappointment
No wonder mama wanted you gone
Your just an extra hassle to Ava

The words echoed in my head as I raised my hands to my head, the blood dripping down my wrists. My vision went blurry and I collapsed on the floor.

I listened to pray reading this and I cried 😻😽😹 this chapters kinda short but yeah. Poor bb esme 🥺 why do yall think he left?