N
Kaylani I-
K
No Noah you don't get to say nothing ok I'm sorry ok but I'm not ok I'm- I NEED HELP
I broke down I was crying now
K
I-I'm really fucked up ok I feel alone like no ones there an-
J
But you not alone ok you have us ok I know how you feel ok and I'm sorry about everything I have done in the past we all are.... but I promise your not alo-
K
Listen to yourself "Your NOt aLonE" dude when was the last time Bryce talked to me??
everyone went silent
K
The fact you even have to think about it says everything I need to prove my point! you guys need to step out of that little "PErFecT' LITTLE LIFE YOU HAVE GOING ON AND FACE FUCKING REALITY!
N
You-I were not perfect ok
Josh came out I assume listening to everything we had said
JR
Yea dude I mean you think you got it bad I mean your not the only one who has a fucked up world kay, no offence but like I think you need to wake up and face all your problems you (sigh) cant keep running from them It's not heathy
K
Yea well sometimes being depressed it gets the best of us- its hard all the time and I know I'm not the only one whos fucked up and its hard to face problems when your so so so fucked up. And I feel like I'm not even here half sometimes I- I get why Bryce doesn't talk to me- hell I wouldn't either I'm a horrible person. a disappointment . to everyone and its hard to ignore being called a slut or a buddy hopper all fucking day on anything I post. I don't feel like my self. I never asked for any of this I need to go back to where I belong-
N
W-where is that
K
Being dead. I'm sorry for hurting you guys. and ill that I've done but- I took a step back and I fell off of the ledge by the road when I started shaking-
N
Kay- Kaylani wake up!
K
Huh? wait I'm alive??
N
Why wouldn't you be I think you were having a bad dream so I woke you up you kept' saying "I'm sorry" are you ok
I just hugged him
really tight it was probably the best hug I've had in a looOng time.
K
I I'm sorry
N
For what
K
For everything.. now if you excuse me I have to go say sorry to a few other people
I said walking out his room and into the next
Blake
K
