Another girl full on making out
J
UGH BRYCE GET OU- kay?K
Ugh whatever continueI then walked to my room and changed into Taylers hoodie that he left
And these sweats
And started to cry why?-oh i dont know maybe because jadens sitting in his room making out with a girl thats not me as i was crying rozzy came in i quickly wiped my tears and layedmin my bed and she sat next next to me
R
Hey kay um i know its probably not the best tine to ask this rn but i have to ask.....K
Go a-ahead
I said sniffingR
So um whats like going on between you and nick because i um i-K
Rozzy stop i dont like nick
(Or at least i dont think i do😕)K
An-an if you like him i think you should tell him ok
R
Yea okShe said as she just sat there
K
Well what are you waiting for go call him and get out bitch🥳
I said cracking a fake smile
She then walked out and i continued to just sit there and cry silentlykaylani's thoughts 💭 ugh why cant i just be good enough for people like i swear i stress people out so so so much its anoying to me like... its almost like if i wasnt here their lifes would all be better i just need to end it then i got a flashback
*flashback*
Dad
KAYLANI WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOUK
in my room
I said going downstairsK
Hey whats u-
I got cut off by my dad slapping meD
YOU SLUT WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOUK
Dad what are you talking aboutD
YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU LITTLE SLUT JUST DO US ALL A HUGE FAVOR AND KILL YOURSELF ALREADY*end of flashback *
I then went out to my balcony and sat in it like this
But under me was the pool i was just thinking about stuff when i looked on jadens balcony and seen him and mads doing IT
I then stood up took taylers hoodie off and
Jumped (into the pool)when i was about mid air i heard mads screaming "oh god shes gonna kill herself" and jaden was laughing
Oh well he doesnt matter no more because acording to me he never existed none of the swayla boys did
I got out of the pool went to my room dried off took a shower then put taylers hoodie back on with some nike pros and layed down god it was a long day today