he's in the rain || minsung

crush

jisung pov

he's leaning in. this is it. finally you get to taste those lips you desire.

"what time is it?" felix yawned out.

"AHHHHHHHHH" minho and i screamed in unison as we jumped away from each other, minho falling off the bed. "ow." he pouted. HE FUCKING POUTED. THIS MAN IS UNREAL.

"jesus christ felix you cant just scare us like that!" i scolded him. he gave me a knowing look before getting up and helping minho stand up.

"minho hyung why don't you come with me to get ji some breakfast?" felix said. minho just nodded and followed him out the room.

minho pov

felix and i started walking towards the cafe down the street to get breakfast. we were silent until he spoke up. "i saw that."

"u-uh saw what?" i knew damn well what he was talking about. i just looked down and started blushing.

"you were about to kiss jisung." he says with a knowing voice and the dumbest fucking smirk on his face. "you like him don't youuuu" he asks, looking at me and making kissy faces.

"o-okay so- maybe i have a crush on him. BUT DONT YOU DARE TELL HIM!" it felt good to say it out loud.

"ohoho don't worry buddy. i've always thought you two would look good together." felix smiles at me and i cant help but smile. come on the guy has an infectious smile.

"hi! welcome to sunshine cafe! what can i get you?" the waitress welcomes us.

"hi, can we get 8 orders of pancakes. put...4 pancakes in each box please." felix gives the order and we stand aside to wait for it.

about 15 minutes later the waitress walks up to us and hands us the pancakes. as we walk out she grabs my arm and stops me.

"uh- wait! can i get your number cutie?" she asks me. i look at her with a disgusted face.

"look luv, i'm not interested." i say and turn to leave but she stops me again.

"do you have a girlfriend? is that it? she doesn't have to know!" she says quickly. god i can't stand this puta.

"honey, i'm gay." i say. hopefully she'll stop now.

"i can change that." she says getting closer. i pushe her back gently and scoff.

"look you bottom of shreks big toe, big foreheaded, gorilla breathed, greasy ass, dildo ass lookin bitch. if you think you can just magically turn a gay man straight, you're damn wrong. especially not when you look like that and you're a whiny little bitch. now if you'll excuse us, we'll be going with our pancakes." i snap at her. she runs away crying. whether it's because i hurt her feelings, bruised her ego, it she's just embarrassed, i don't really care. i did what i had to do.

"damn minho. way to get a girl to leave you alone." felix says in shock. i shrug and we walk back across the street to the hospital.

when we walked in everyone was awake and sitting around talking. "here whores we got breakfast." i announce. i take two of the boxes and leave the rest for the boys. i walk over to jisung and sit on the bed.

"here bubs, eat these." i say handing him a box. as soon as i say the word bubs youd think i was getting possessed or something because everyone stopped and looked at us.

"what?" i ask.

"when did you two become a thing?" chan asked.

"what?! no no no we're not-" we both started, getting flustered.

"oh okay, so not yet?" he looks at us.

"HYUNG! just eat your food jeez.." jisung says, his face was red as hell. it was the cutest thing.

i sat and watched jisung eat. he looked so cute, like a little squirrel. he was stuffing food into his cheeks. oh lord can he get any cuter? actually don't answer that because i don't want to have a heart attack.

"what?" he noticed me staring and looked at me with his beautiful big doe eyes, causing me to get lost in them. "hyung? hyuuuunnngggg!" i felt myself fall off the bed. i look up and see seungmin above me.

"SEUNGMIN DID YOU HAVE TO PULL ME OFF THE BED?" i yelled looking at him. he smiled and shrugged.

"you zoned out." he said simply. "jisung was calling you." and he walked away. i got up and sat back on the bed and jisung laughed at me.

he started moving closer and i sat frozen. he reached his hand up and started fixing my hair. the urge to kiss him is so so strong. but i don't want to get rejected in front of all the guys. oh god but his cute little heart shaped lips look so soft and inviting.

"sorry your hair was a mess.." he quickly backed away and looked down blushing. GOD NOW HE LOOKS EVEN M O R E KISSABLE.

"ji, it's okay." i say reaching out to him. i grab his arm and turn it over. i smile at him and pull him into a hug. he's been through so much and i don't even know the half of it. poor baby i wanna protect him from everything. if i ever see that jungkook bitch again i'll kill him.

jisung pulls away and looks me in the eyes. "hyung, why?" he asks in the most adorable and innocent voice ever. "you'll find out soon sungie. i promise."

"but hyuuuuunnnggggg you cant just leave me curious!" he says as he slightly pushes my chest.

"okay, it's because you deserve it. you're so strong sungie, i hope you know that."

"i'm not strong..." he says looking down.

"if you weren't strong you wouldn't be alive."

"i'm only alive because i'm a coward and never had the guts to kill myself."

that caught everyone's attention. i looked into his eyes and saw tears coming from them. i pulled him close and whispered to him.

"then thank god you're a coward because i don't know what my life would've been like if i never found you in the rain that night." he looked at me, sobbing. my poor angel.

"thank you hyung." he cried into my chest.

"no problem baby."

i love you.

ahhhhh my arms hurt.