he's in the rain || minsung

midnight city

jisung pov.

it's funny isn't it? you can't exactly describe what you're feeling. it feels like it's too soon right? love doesn't know time. when it comes to love, there's no such thing as too soon. yes, it hurts to be abused and bullied because of who you love. but honestly, fuck em. it's nobody's business who you love. it doesn't matter how quickly you fell in love with them. i promise i'll tell him one day. i just can't yet. even though it hasn't been long, i'm already so in love with you. you have no idea.

"hyung," i whispered to minho. everyone was asleep so i was careful not to wake anyone up.

"yes sungie?" he whispered back, turning around to look at me.

"can we go to the convenience store?"

"sungie it's 2 am tho????"

"and???"

"i mean, okay i guess. but if anyone wakes up and notices us gone, i'm not getting in trouble for your shenanigans."

"ew hyung, who says shenanigans?"

"you just did."

i stuck my tongue out at him and got up, rushing to the hospital room door to put my shoes on. he followed soon after me and we snuck out. we ran through the streets and to the convenience store. i looked over at him and oh god he's so beautiful. 

his hair was blowing in the wind while he had the biggest smile on his face. his eyes turned into crescents that were perfectly complimented by his eyelashes. his nose and cheeks were turning rosy as it was october, and the air was getting colder. i am so in love with him i just don't know what to do anymore.

he held the convenience stores door open for me as we ran in, running to the back. we got ramen and paid for it. we put hot water in the ramen, and it splashed my arm making me hiss.

"are you okay???" minho whipped his head around to look at me.

"yeah it just burned my arm.." i said frowning. he carefully grabbed my arm and i could not move. he gently kissed where the hot water splashed me. he pulled away and gently put my arm down. he looked down to the side, trying to hide the rosy blush that perfectly complimented his beautifully toned skin.

we continued to eat our ramen in silence. it wasn't a tense and uncomfortable silence though. it was a comfortable silence. we were just simply enjoying each other's company. it was nice. i really enjoy the simple, and the little things in life. little gestures warm my heart up and make me happy.

he didn't have to come to get ramen with me at 2 am, or kiss where my arm got burned. but he did. and it makes me happy and grateful towards him. after i finish i look over at him and he's just staring at me.

"what?" i ask, do i have something on my face orrrr...?

"you look like a squirrel when you eat." he says looking away from me.

"is that a bad thing orrrr...?"

"NO! nonono not at all! it's adorable!!!"

"oh, thank you." i looked down blushing as his arms wrapped around my waist. i tried to ask what he was doing but he cut me off.

"shhhhh lets stay like this a little longer, hm sungie?"

how could i say no to him? obviously i just let my body relax against his as we sat there.

"let's go to the roof!" he suddenly exclaimed. i didn't question it and just followed him up there. i'm pretty sure we're probably not even allowed up here but oh well. we sat down admiring the stars that looked as if they held all of the moons secrets.

"when we die, we turn into stars. we cant return to earth as a living being until our soulmate dies. because we need our soulmate with us in every life. do you believe in soulmates?" he said to me softly.

i looked into his soft brown eyes and smiled. "yeah, i do. but i believe people can have more than one. you can have your platonic one, your romantic one, and any others."

"do you think you've met your soulmate yet sungie?" he whispered, so innocently. it was as if he was a child asking for him to stay forever.

"yeah, i do min."

"who do you think it is?" he turned to look at me.

"you." i whispered.

he pulled me into a hug and we sat there. i realized he was crying and pulled away to wipe his tears. "what's wrong min?"

"i-i'm just so relieved. wait- you know i didn't mean friend soulmate right? like i meant your romantic soulmate.." he sniffled looking down.

i gently grabbed his face, making him look at me. "i am so in love with you, lee minho." i whisper to him.

"and i'm so in love with you, han jisung." he whispered back. he leaned in slowly and so did i.

our lips connected in a gentle kiss. it wasn't rushed, and it wasn't forced. it felt natural. it was full of love and passion. there were no fireworks like the cliches in the movies. it just felt right.

he pulled away and looked into my eyes smiling wider than i've ever seen him before. "han jisung," he grabbed my hands. "will you go on a date with me? i know we've known each other for a few days and we don't have to be boyfriends right away, we can take our time. just dating."

i started crying as i nodded. he pulled me into a hug and kissed the top of my head. "but hyung," i look up at him. "can this be a secret for now? i mean it's just i'm new to all this and i don't know if i'll be able to handle telling everyone. i totally understand if you don't wan-" he cut me off by kissing me again.

"baby boy it's completely fine. we don't have to tell anyone until you're ready." he smiled at me and i reached up to kiss him again.

"thank you so much." i whispered to him.

"of course baby boy. now. race you back to the hospital!" he got up, running to the door and i followed behind laughing like an idiot.

we were running through the park when we noticed the sun start to rise. i looked at him before he grabbed my hand, pulling me over to a bench in the park.

we sat down, out of breath, and watched the sunrise.

"so pretty" he said softly. i thought he was talking about the sunrise until i turned my head to see him looking at me. his eyes were full of love and sincerity.

i hope you guys like it 🥺