The Pain We Felt

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                      (Soobin's POV)
It was the next day. I was walking up the stairs to my first class and then Ake one tugged on my backpack. I quickly turned around and was about to give them a dirty look until I saw that it was Yeonjun.

"Hey baby how did you sleep?"

"Don't call me baby. And why is that any of you concern but I slept fine thanks for asking." I said in a sassy tone. It really wasn't like me but it just all came out and he seemed impressed.

"Damn didn't know you could act like that you always just look like a giant joyful bunny."

"Anyways what do you want Yeonjun." I said while rolling my eyes as if I was annoyed when in reality I liked his company.

"I was just going to tell you to meet me on the hallways where the lights are always out near the old math classroom before lunch."

"And why do you think I would do that Yeonjun?"

"Just trust me you are going to want to be there."

"Fine I really don't care."

"Okay so that's a yes cool. See you then okay bye."

"Bye"

The silence fell. He was gone. I was lonely yet again. A feeling that I was so used to yet still couldn't bare. The feeling of no one being there for you. Having no one to lean on. Not having a single person to ever ask you how your day has been or if you have ate well. I would always cover up and hide my feelings yet during the night I let them all out and quietly cry until I fell asleep or just stare at the ceiling feeling empty inside. It was like my little night routine and anytime I didn't do that I would start to overthink and wonder why or what or who was making me feel somewhat okay and how to continue feeling that way.I went on the rest of my day like normal up until lunch......

Author:I am very sorry the not updating in a while school has been a little stressful and well life is always stressful. I am also sorry for the short chapter I promise that there will be longer chapters in the future. I hope everyone is doing well :)