The Pain We Felt

three

(Soobin's POV)
We pulled away from the kiss. Neither of us seemed like we wanted to but we had to do that we could catch our breath.

"It should be gone now so I guess I should leave now bye."

"Okay then bye"

Just like that he left.

After he left Taehyun came home. Taehyun seemed happier than normal and was acting nice and happy. Something didn't feel right so I had to investigate.

"Hey Taehyun so how are you and Beomgyu?"

"What do you mean how are we?"

"Just like how are you guys?"

"Good I guess."

"That smile on your face can't lie."

"Okay fine well he kinda kissed me and then asked me out."

"Awwww that's so cute."

"You're making this weird."

"So when is the first date?"

"On Saturday."

"What are you going to wear?"

"I haven't even thought of that because what if he doesn't like it and then breaks up with me or what if I go to underdressed and he hates me or what if I go to overdressed then he will hate me again."

"Hey don't worry stop freaking out I am sure that whatever you choose he will love okay."

"I would ask you to help me but my fashion sense is better that yours."

"Well that's kinda rude."

We heard the doorbell ring and I quickly got up from the couch and looked through the window to see who it was. I couldn't believe my eyes it was Yeonjun and Taehyun was right beside me so he saw him.

"Who is that?"

"It's someone I know."

"They have really good fashion sense."

Taehyun got up and opened the door and then Yeonjun said something but I didn't hear since I was still wondering why he came back.

"Hey Soobin your friend says that he needs to talk to you."

"Okay be right there."

I quickly snapped out of my thoughts and went to the door.

"Hey Yeonjun why are you here again."

"Baby don't look so surprised you ddI this on purpose."

"Did what on purpose?"

"You made me forget my wallet so I would come back."

"No I didn't even touch your wallet."

"Don't play dumb baby I know you want to see me again."

"Actually no I don't and stop calling me baby it's not like we are dating."

"It seemed like you wanted us too when you left the store in a rush." He had a giant smirk on his face that was both hot and annoying.

"Well I will find your wallet I guess."

"Hey I am Taehyun can you tell me what outfit would look good for a first date?"

"Sure you shouldn't go too formal or too informal or go all out a bit casual yet nice. Maybe a shirt and then a button up that is tied up at the bottom shirt tucked into the ripped jeans and does that go with the outfit."

"Thanks also come in."

"Oh no problem."

"Taehyun why did you let him in?"

"It's rude to just leave him outside."

"Here is your wallet it was on the couch okay now bye."

"Okay then see you later baby."

"Soobin did he just say baby?"

"Okay bye Yeonjun." I quickly pushed him to the door and then went to my room locked and the door.

There was all these thoughts that I couldn't get out of my head. Like why did he kiss me? Why did I enjoy the kiss? He said the first kiss was just for payback but what about the other kiss? Why is he calling me baby? Do I like a person that I just met? Why is he so cute and hot? How does he have so much confidence? Did the second kiss mean anything? Why do I feel butterflies in my stomach when he talks to me or calls me baby? Why were his lips so addictive? Why do I let him kiss me? Why did I let him steal my first kiss? Why do I want the kisses to mean something to him? Why am I thinking about all of this? Then there was just one thing that I could say to myself to answer all go those questions. He doesn't like you so shut up you bitch and go to sleep because you have to wake up early tomorrow. Even in my dreams I still thought about that. The thoughts were both scary happy and confusing.

————————————-—————————Author:hello so sorry for the short chapter I have just been busy with school more than normal and it's getting stressful. I also started dancing bachata and got distracted half way through writing this. Anyways hope everyone is doing okay and had/has a good day :)