- Flower Boy -

FLOWER BOY - CH.3

CH. 3

I open my eyes, feeling dizzy, then I see Jenny by my side and I notice that I'm not at work... it's a hospital. I start being nervous and anxious.

- Why am I here? What happened? – I ask jenny with my tired voice because of the medications in my veins.

- Wildan, how are you feeling? You fainted suddenly, then me and Noah tried to wake you but you didn't react and started to talk nonsense, so we brought you to the hospital – Jenny answered while she was raising my bed for me sit more comfortably.

- What? What kind of nonsense I said? Did you guys talked to Wirudan? – I was so confused, then Jenny started talking about what I said.

- You started to call your brother desperately, and say something about you mom to stop hurt your brother, that isn't his fault, then you stopped talking and we brought you here. And unfortunately, your brother didn't answered the phone.

- That's so confused to me, what the doctors said to y'all?

- That's actually really strange, he said that you fainted cause maybe you remembered something who caused you a trauma and you couldn't handle and fainted with the shock. He also said something about you having being like that before and visiting the hospital so many times because of that trauma.

- What? That's my first time in a hospital since I was a child. Can you give me my phone, I have to talk to Wirudan about what happened with me – I take my phone and try to call Wirudan so many times and all the calls are ignored.

I take a deep breath, eat the hospital food, and try to remember what happened to me, and that information about trauma is new to me. As many as I try to figure out, more confuse I get. I start to feel tired again and try to sleep after calling Wirudan more ten times.

In the next day, after being in observation at the hospital I was free to go back to my home. Noah brought me home and got back to the flower shop, because Jenny was having trouble with some costumers.
I open my door and see that the breakfast that I made for my brother is still at the table. I open the door of Wirudan's room, but for my surprise or not it was empty, he may be left yesterday and he don't told me, like always. I notice that we have 2 days left to visit our mother. I need to convince him to come with me this time...

*bzzz bzzz*

Something start vibrate in his room, then I see his phone under the pillow, it's an alarm clock saying: Don't forget to take your pills dumbass.

Pills? Wirudan is taking pills? Where is him and why he didn't take his phone with him? I need to talk to him as soon as possible and have a deep talk about everything who happened to me and my supposed trauma. But how can I talk to him when his phone is here and I don't know any of his friends.

Suddenly the front door is opened and Wirudan is home, I get out his room and go to his direction. He looks strange, his evil eyes are making me uncomfortable, but what surprises me is the fact that he's silent smiling at me.

- Wirudan, where have you been? So much happened and you didn't answered your phone. Can you tell me what's happening?

- Did you took your pills lil bro?

- Me? Pills? For what?

- You are an asshole, aren't you? Hahahah – I was so confused with that attitude of him. He looks so strange to me.

- Are you drunk? I was in the hospital and you even didn't notice, how could you?

- Shut up, I hate you, why you did that to me? Mom must be proud of you.

- Wirudan what are you talking about? I will not talk to you if you are drunk. Go take a shower and sleep. I think it's really a bad idea to you come with me to see our mom in 2 days. I'll go alone.

So, he enters his room and close the door making a loud noise, making me mad at him for being like that and for not ask how I am after coming of the hospital. I make my dinner and ate alone. After that I start packing my baggage to see our mom in the next days. I think that this time I really should go alone and talk about everything with our mom and how mean Wirudan have been through the last years.