CH.5 (END)
Me and my mom came to the hospital, and after I told everything to the doctor and receiving new medications and talking about the crazy stuff that I passed by being two person at same time and not knowing, me and my mom arrive to a restaurant and start to talk about how Wirudan was an amazing boy and how funny was see his face when we had to take the vitamins.
- I miss him mom, even that I thought that I was him, now that I know the truth... I MISS HIM SO MUCH.
- Me too, I miss my scared older son, we should visit him in the cemetery.
- It's an amazing idea. It's been ages, right? He must miss me.
- Of course, he misses you, you always were his favorite person in the world. – My mom talked while she's smiled to me.
We drive to the cemetery and my heart start to beat so fast... The last time I came here was when I was only sixteen, one year after he died. I miss him. Me and mom walk to his spot and when I see his photo, I start cry.
- Brother, Wirudan, you must be laughing at my face this whole time, right? The sky must be an amazing place to live too. I'm sorry for not visit you this whole time, you saw how fucked up I was. Please protect me anywhere you must be right now, I miss you and I love you so much. I'm sorry for made you a bad boy version of you. Hahahaha – I start laugh at same time that I was crying. – Please don't blame our mom of what happened, also I'm so sorry for not be able to protect you. I'M SORRY. I'll visit you more times, I promise.
I put his favorites flowers over his photo, I light a candle and pray for him. Our mom does the same. We stay for more one hour than leave to our home.
- He must be so happy now that he saw his brother. He loves you so much, Wildan. – My mom grab my hands and I hug her hard.
- I'm really sure that he loves you so much too, mom. Thanks for be an amazing mom to us and for always try your best for us this whole time, alone.
We arrive at home, make some dinner, clean everything and go to sleep. Today, even that I get through a lot of things, I'm relieved and grate of my brother being an amazing boy this whole time. Now I'll start a new chapter in my life, again... but with mental health and support.
Thank you Wirudan, for be my older twin brother and protect me this whole time. I'm proud of you. And one and last time: I'm sorry. Your favorite flower boy loves you more than anything. See you someday, wait for me to laugh in my face for everything that I did...
Tomorrow is a new day with a new life again and I'm 100% sure that will be an amazing journey.
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أدب الهواةWildan is a soft and kind man who owns a flower shop, he love the flowers, his job, his friends and even his twin brother, Wirudan (who is completely the opposite of Wildan). He's a cold-hearted man, who hates people and is always outside his house...
