Where did Jerrie go ?

Part 5

Sorry that I haven't uploaded. I don't know if anyone really cares that I haven't uploaded but I'll explain myself anyways lol. My family foster children and we've had kids all through the summer holidays and they keep me awfully busy. I've been thinking about this story and finally have some ideas about the future of the plot so I'm planning to be updating more.

JADE POV

Perrie really is testing me today, somehow it makes me feel better though. Today has created a more light hearted approach to my feelings, she seems happy to play along. Spending time with her is easier than I thought, it's just when things like 'her hands being in my hair' happen that I struggle. I don't think she realizes how the little things she's doing will play over in my head once we're separated, but there's no need to stress about that now. It'll be stressful enough when it happens.

'jade...babe we're at yours' perrie tells me as the car stops

I pull myself away from her and step out of the car. We thank the driver and walk up to my door. I open the door to see that Holly must already be asleep and Perrie flops onto the couch.

'someone's tired' I chuckle

'I could have fallen asleep in the car, but you looked like you were going to and one of us needed to be awake when we pulled up' Perrie explains as I sit down next to her on the couch.

'sorry you should have told me' I apologise

' Nah it's fine, I enjoyed watching you all sleepy' She giggles, but smiles sincerely

Is she messing with me on purpose because that's like the cutest thing she could've said. Ugh this woman.

I just smile in response, unsure what the best thing to say back to that would be.

'Sorry I'm keeping you up again' I begin 'You can sleep in my room if you want I'm happy to take the couch' I continue

Perrie laughs at this, but then goes quiet and looks to be thinking hard

'We've slept in a bed together loads before...is it cos you know I like women now? Jade I can go home if you feel weird' Perrie says sadly

Oh shit. I didn't even think about her interpreting it that way. I was just worried about my own feelings. Here I go being selfish again.

'No no don't go. It's nothing like that, I just thought you'd prefer your own bed' I try to explain

She still looks upset

'Pez you know something like that wouldn't be a problem to me. I love you and I love sharing a bed with you'

She looks up at me a little surprised but smiling brightly. Oop was that too much, I was getting desperate and got carried away.

'You love sharing a bed with me, do you?' she questions with a joking flirt which surely turned my face bright red

I stand up to distract from my awkwardness

'I'll go get ready for bed' I excuse

'Okay babe' She chuckles knowing I'm a blushing mess

I don't know if she really knows why she makes me blush but she seems to enjoy doing it. Then again she's teased me like this in the past and it always had a similar effect on me. Lol she could make me blush before I even knew why I was blushing.

I was in my Pjs and brushing my teeth looking in the mirror when Perrie snakes an arm around me from behind. Whhyyy Perrie ? You don't realize how unhelpful this is when I already want you as badly as I do.