The fangirls (hatfilms and yogscast fan fic)!

Chapter 4: your beautiful

J pov:
Trott snuck me up to the roof. We walked up there and it was fucking freezing. He looked over at me and wrapped his arm around me.
"Look up." He said. I looked up and smiled. Stars filled the night sky more than I could imagine. I haven't seen as much stars before in my whole life, I've always lived in the city and the city lights have always out matched the stars. I looked over at him in wonder.
"I've never seen so many stars." I said smiling even more. He smiled at me and kissed me, it was one of those perfect kisses like in one of those romantic movies. Everything was perfect and no one interrupted us or nothing bad happened. I love him.
Later
Natalie pov:
I decided to take a nice hot bath. I turned on the Faust and got it to a nice warm temperature. I stripped down as the bath got filled and I went in and got in. I looked at my brutally cut arms and sighed. It went all up the sides of my arms and down to my thorns tattoo. Every day I questioned why in did this to myself, I guess it just made the pain go away. I quickly washed my hair with shampoo and rinsed it out. I washed my body with this vanilla bean body wash and drained the water. I grabbed the towel and wrapped it around my body. I didn't want anyone to see my arms so I quickly darted and ran to the guest room but I accidentally bumped into smith.
"Oh sorry nat-." he stopped in his tracks when he saw my arms.
"Nat what your arms." he said. I tried to walk pass him put he grabbed my hand.
"Nat why do you do this to yourself." he said. I pulled away from his grasp and ran away into my room and locked it. Brooke wasn't in her so thank god. I slide down onto the floor and sat there for a few seconds and then got up and changed into my pajamas and slipped on my slippers. I sat on top of my bed and sat there for a second and daydreamed. I daydreamed that I was in the ocean slowly falling deeper and deeper and the light disappeared slowly as I fell deeper into the void. My daydream went to a holt when someone knocked on the door. I walked over assuming it was Brooke but it was smith instead. I hastily try to close the door but he kept it open by force and walked in the room and grabbed me and pulled me into a strong hug.
"Nat I'm not going to let you do anything to hurt yourself." he said. I felt tears welt up in my eyes, he was the first person to ever say anything.
"Why do you do this to yourself." he said looking down at me. I pulled away and sat down against the wall. Tears were filled my eyes, and I cupped my head in my hands.
"My ex use to verbally and physically abuse me." I said crying more.
"And it made me feel better whenever I did this."
He sat down next to me and held me tight again.
"He said I was useless, ugly, stupid and a waste of space." I said crying into his chest. Her stroked my hair and told me "your the opposite of all of that and you know."
I looked up at him, with my eyes all watery.
"You know I'm not I mean look at me." I said. He smiled at me and said "Natalie your beautiful, everything about you is perfect." Those words made my heart flutter and I looked up at him with more tears pouring down my cheeks. The next thing I knew his lips were pressed against mine. He parted with our foreheads still pressed together.
"Stay with me." I said. He smiled and cradled me in his arms and brought me into his room. He laid me on one side and he laid on the other. I slipped myself under the cover and he did the same. I curled into his side and he wrapped his arms around me.
"Your so beautiful and don't let anyone tell you anything different." he said and kissed me on top of my head.
"I love you." I said and kissed him and fell asleep on his chest.

Smith pov:
Nat is so beautiful. Her soft blonde hair and her dark brown eyes that both contrast perfectly with each other, and her smile that's brighter than the sun. I don't know why any bastard would ever dare hurt her but I swear if I ever see him I'll kick his ass so hard I'll slap the white out of him (lol everybody hates Chris joke right there). Anyway she told me to stay with her so I carried her to my room. She was amazingly light may I say. I placed her on the bed and she fell asleep. She so beautiful when she's sleeping. Here soft blonde hair on my chest, her peaceful eyes, and the smile that laid on her face. I wanted to stay in this position forever. I soon fell asleep because we had a long day. She is so beautiful and I love her.
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;_; omg I'm crying it's to cute omg. Why can't I find a man like that! The boys in my school are assholes and jerks and they think your weird but they haven't even gotten to know you even though your actually a cool, and interesting person! Bejesus! Anyway...
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