The Darkest and Coldest of nights (Pitch x Jack) Book 1

CH. 15 showing I'm not that bad

Previously in CH.14:

The guardians try and get out bunny says what the hell just even happened!? How is the fearlings making jack so much more powerful! How are we going to get out of here and save jack!? And what the fuck are we going to do with "sleeping beauty" over there? He says referring to pitch.

North if one of us can get out and free the rest I can carry pitch and tooth and you bunny make a tunnel to your warren so we all can warm and rest up before going after Dark jack.

Bunny yeah big if there mate!

As they argued Sandy was already getting himself free using his sand then he checked on tooth to see if she was ok and she was fine then he went to North and broke the ice same with bunny. They both thanking him. North picked up tooth and then pitch and bunny made a tunnel for them to leave. Bunny questions himself if they should even bring pitch with them he could still have those things in him.

(With the Guardians Sandy pov)

We all made it to bunnies warren everything seems so me like normal here. North sets tooth down gently then pitch on the grassy hill. I went up to tooth and check on her again I poke her in the cheek to try an wake her up she stirs a bit but doesn't wake. Then I hear pitch say in a low dead voice if you don't do something about her head wound it can get infected. I turn around and see him trying to sit up but fails. I go over and help him but he pushes me away and says don't touch me. The push he gave me wasn't that strong barely had any force to it. He sits up finally and has his face buried into his arms and knees he has a hand full of his hair grasped into his hand on his head. I can tell he's greatly distressed. I hear tooth awake and the others coming towards us.

Tooth asks are we at the Warren? What happened?

North you hit your head on ice and blacked out Dark jack escaped we will go after him and save him as soon as we all rest up and get new weapons.

(Authors pov)

Pitch laughs at North like a crazy person.

Bunny says to him what's so fucking funny mate?!

Pitch looks at them and they all looked at his eyes in worry they were dull and lifeless pitch says there's no saving him. Even if we get those fucking fearlings out of his body he wont ever be the same mentally. Not after what they did to him not after what he went through he'll be traumatized.

North askes pitch what happened to jack what did they do to him?

Pitch looks sadder then ever even depressed looking he tales in a sharp breath and says he was pregnant, their gone and the fearligns hurt him and pitch begins to let the tears he held in fall the guardians are shocked seeing him cry seeing him so very broken. Those things raped him using my body I couldn't do a damn thing to stop it I couldn't help him I couldn't save him or our babies. Pitch full on cries now having his hands clench his chest in sorrow and pain. Pitchs nails dug into his skin making himself bleed but he didn't care one bit he didn't care that the guardians were seeing him like this he didn't care that he was weak enough to be dieting right now he didn't care about anything anymore except jack but now he's gone to taken over by the fearlings. All the guardians think that pitch is right that jack won't be the same after all stuff happened to him even if they saved him but they will still try and save him no matter what. Sandy goes up to pitch and tries to help him. Pitchs tears are gone dry. And he's soundly sleeping. Sandy gives him a good dream hoping it works and it does he sees that he's dreaming about jack and him they look so happy.