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Reason why

Warning: Mention of r*pe, suicide attempts and abuse.

May 22nd

Jeongin frowns in his sleep when he hears a loud phone ringing. He doesn't want to wake up knowing he's wrapped in Chan's arms. His eyes shut open do to the constant ringing. He tries his best to move away from Chan's embrace without waking him up and reaching for the cellphone, then instantly answering the call, all sleepy.

"Hello?" he asks in korean.

"Dad?" a kid's voice answer back in English, scaring the life out of Jeongin, making him look at the screen with widen eyes.

Baby Lucas 🖤

"What the fuck" he mumbles before putting turning to a sleepy Chan "H-He's sleeping" he answers in English, trying not to sound dumb.

"Oh! Sorry!" the small voice apologizes in a kinda beaten korean "C-Can you wake him up, please?"

"Sure"

"I-I'm Lucas. Nice to meet you" Jeongin coos at the cuteness of the small boy, he sounds embarrassed and shy.

"I'm Jeongin, nice to meet you too" he smiles.

"Dad's Jeongin?"

"W-What?"

"Appa always talks about a Jeongin. Is it you?"

Jeongin turns to look at Chan with a small smile, "I hope so" he then hits Chan harshly with the pillow.

"Wow! Holy shit!" Chan instantly sits up, hair all messed and his lips in a pout "Baby! What was that for?!"

Jeongin can hear Lucas giggling on the other side of the phone, he smiles a bit and then hands the phone "Your son"

"What?" Chan frowns and looks at the screen "Shit" he takes the phone "Luke, it's 8am there. Why aren't you in school?"

Jeongin just stays there, staring at Chan scolding the boy but then smiling. Chan definitely can't be angry at anyone. He sucks at it.

"Yes, Champ. I'd see you after summer ends, okay?" Chan looks at Jeongin "Yeah, of course you'd meet him" he makes a sign, letting the younger know he's talking about him.

"Me?" Jeongin's eyes widen.

He bites his inner cheek. Chan has a child? When? How? With who?! Why didn't he say anything?!?!

"Okay, I love you too" Chan smiles "Tell your mom I love her too" Jeongin's heart pounds fast "Okay, bye, kiddo"

Their eyes meet. Chan can tell Jeongin has a bunch of questions inside of him and the constant bitting on his lips is about to make blood come out.

"I can explain that"

"Can you like.." Jeongin pauses trying not to scoff "Explain everything? Cause you've said no damn about your trip to Sidney, Christopher"

"You're not happy, got it" Chan gets closer "Listen to me and stop bitting your lip, okay?"

"Okay"

Chan sighs, "Lucas is not my son, okay? He's 7 and I helped raising him. That's why he usually calls me dad, tho he knows I am not"

Jeongin nods.

"He's the son of Sana, my elder sister" Jeongin frowns "Remember I told you I had an elder noona I really looked up to?" he nods again "That's Sana, she's a few years older and got adopted before I was born"