𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞 | 𝕁𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟 ♥︎ ✔︎

Intro

4 years ago

Chan sighed looking at the movie, definitely not a fan of it but he wanted to please the small boy he was taking care of since it was probably the last time they're gonna be together before he left. It had been 2 years since he took that babysitter job his mom's co-worker offered him and he really liked it, the kid was chilled, shy, kind and even though he was a bit hormonal sometimes due to his age, they got along extra well.

"C-Channie hyung" the black haired kid called with a shy voice. The elder got used to his shyness despite the two years they had known each other. It was kinda cute.

"What is it, kiddo?" he looked at the boy with soft eyes.

"You wanna play games? T-The movie sucks"

Chan couldn't help but laugh, "Yes, please!"

Jeongin smiled widely, showing off his braces, "Thanks for spending my birthday with me" he got up to run upstairs and get his video games.

The 14 year old was too shy to invite his friends over for his birthday or at least that was what Chan always thought. Truth was, the kid had a huge crush on the elder since the first time they locked eyes and asked his friends to please let him be with him one last time and they could catch up the day after.

I mean, could you blame him? The only person he ever had feelings for was about to move abroad and he wanted to make his memories with him the best ones.

After a few hours of gaming, the boy's parents and sister arrived home with food and a birthday cake with superhero theme, making Jeongin blush and Chan coo at the cute reaction of the boy. The elder stayed as they sang happy birthday for the young male and after eating a slice of the delicious chocolate cake, they got upstairs to chat a little bit more since Jeongin was not planning on letting go just yet.

"I'm gonna miss babysitting you, kiddo" Chan ruffled Jeongin's hair playfully and sat down on his bed, looking at the time on his phone "I should probably head home, I need to finish packing" he let out awkwardly scratching his nape.

"H-Hyungie"

The blond haired looked up, "Yeah?" he smiled, showing off his dimples.

Damn, too handsome! Too handsome!

"I-I want to ask for s-something" his chubby cheeks were getting redder and redder.

"Oh, shit. Angel, you're getting too red. Are you okay? Was it the cake?" Chan stood up quickly putting a hand on the smaller boy's forehead. Jeongin gently removed the hand, still shaking at the sudden nickname Chan only called him rarely.

"I-It's not that!" he bit his inner cheek "A b-birthday gift"

"You didn't like the video games I gave you? I can change them ba-"

"No! No!" Jeongin shook his head quickly "I loved them, thanks" Chan smiled "I-I want to ask for s-something else"

"Anything"

"A-A k-kiss"

Chan was taken aback. The 14 year old kid he'd been taking care of the past couple of years.. WANTS TO KISS HIM?

What the fuck.

"I-I'm sorry!!"

Chan realized he let that out loud, "No! Sorry sorry! I just wasn't expecting that"

He could tell the boy was shaking and totally scared, but the small sparkles in his eyes were totally melting his heart. He knew it wasn't appropriate since he's 4 years older than him and his babysitter, but could he say no to those eyes? No, no he couldn't.

"Okay, but only one"

"Y-Yes!" Jeongin quickly nodded his head excited.

Chan sighed and leaned down to the short boy, softly pressing his lips on his. He wasn't planning on moving his lips much, but Jeongin wasn't gonna stay put and waste his first kiss and his probably only change with the elder. He took the lead and moved his lips a little bit, so Chan did the same, giving him a soft, not rushed and very gentle first kiss.

He pulled away not wanting to go further, it wasn't alright. A smile popped on his face when he saw Jeongin's eyes still closed, his cheeks heated and his lips a bit red by the sudden contact and movement, still a bit parted like waiting for more.

Why you so cute, little one?

"That's my goodbye gift" Jeongin opened his eyes pouting.

"Don't leave" his voice cracked.

"Oh, angel" the nickname slipped from Chan's mouth so smoothly, like he really meant that nickname and Jeongin couldn't help but let his heart go crazy "I have to but I'd be back"

"H-Hyungie" Chan's hands still cupped the younger's cheeks "Stay with me"

The elder sighed "I'd keep in touch, I promise" he smiled and gave a small peck on the lips to the boy one last time "Cheer for me so I don't die in college" he joked.

Chan moved away, took his jacket and after one last smile to the boy, he left. Leaving a pouty and teary Jeongin on his bed hugging the wolf plushie his hyung gave him the first time they met.

"Don't leave me" he sobbed "I love you"

- Coming very soon -

Thoughts ?

⚠️ Important ⚠️
This is totally imaginary, I do not own SKZ or any other idol mentioned and the personality might not match the actual idol since it's all for fun and fiction! ♡
Let's remember that, it's all FICTION and this book does not intent to declare anyone's sexualities, nor relationships. It's for entertainment and nothing else.

Please, if you are just gonna point out Chan being 18 in this chapter and say bad stuff, then I'm going to kindly ask you to leave. I don't need those comments in a book I took time to write, just don't read and that's it. Thank you.

Enjoy a lot!

Soon to be edited due to grammatical mistakes I saw afterwards.