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ZACK - Always Her (II)

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Something was bugging Zack.

That happiness he once felt from your smile turned to a bittersweet one every time he sees you smiling at your phone. He wasn't supposed to feel this, this was wrong, Mira existed in his life, he felt so happy and lively with her.

but as time passes by, he felt off.

And that started when you dated the one and only God Dog, Johan Seong.

Tapping the desk with his long bony fingers, Zack observed the area. The classroom wasn't quiet as usual, there's girls flirting with Daniel and many more. he began to think deeply about why he felt this kind of emotion.

This wasn't present before? Then why the hell can he feel his heart dropping in the bottom of his stomach? Why the hell is it that when Johan kneeled in front of her, Zack can feel his blood rising?

Why is that when Johan asked that question and waited for her to answer, he began to grow nervous? Why is that when she answered him,

Zack felt his world crumble before him.

He sighed. To be honest, he wasn't supposed to be there, he was simply taking a stroll when he saw that. Johan was a gang leader of God Dog and (Y/N) knew that ever since she showed up during the fight with Gun and Johan, she intended to find Zack and tell him Mira was waiting, but oh dear she almost fell on her knees when she saw that brunette boy.

She stayed quiet of course, but no one can deny the fact that sadness reflected in those eyes.

And now, out of nowhere, she was dating his childhood friend.

He cared for her. Of course- she was like a little sister-

"Pssstttt- Zack Lee! Earth to Zaaccckk!"

He finally returned to reality and the first thing he saw was fingers snapping in front of his face. Then, (y/n)'s face showed up, taking all his thoughts away with one smile.

"You look pretty confused eh?" the girl took the vacant seat beside Zack and scooted near him.

"Shut up," The man turned his head away, before resting it on top of his hand.

"Woahh," The girl leaned back, "Too grumpy for early morning."

"Too busy thinking about that bastard, Johan. He won't come back."

At that time, (y/n) was too giddy at the mention of her lover's name which was seen on those eyes, and that long sigh.

"Yeah.. Johan.." She took her phone out and started typing, "I forgot to call him wait- hEY!"

Out of nowhere, Zack snatched her phone out of pure annoyance. With a half-lidded stare, Zack stared at the girl's figure trying to grab the phone. He leaned close, his nose touching hers and that shut her up. Zack had taken no notice of how despite the noisy class, all they could hear were their heavy breath, as his calm eyes did not leave her surprised ones. And with a slightly low voice, he said,

"Spend time with me."

It felt as if it's only them. No noise. Just their hot breath syncing with each other, eyes glimmering at the sight of each other.

and,

That was enough to make Zack pay the price.

*Slapped*

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Zack doesn't get it.

How is he so annoyed when all (y/n) did was trying to chat with his friend?

He hates being such a jerk. He changed for the better you know?

Opening the door of his house, he entered the cozy room as he took a deep breath. He threw his bag aggressively in a corner, which, unfortunately, hit a drawer.

Well- should he say it was unfortunate when he discovered something?

"What the Heck?" Zack, surprised with that pinky.. Neat envelope, swiftly walked towards it, kneeling with one knee as he picks it up. He smoothened some creases with his fingers. Zack didn't remember having this one, so he had the urge to just throw it away when-

From : (Y/N)

That took him by surprise. Again.

When was this? Zack had never noticed this one but based on what it looks like, it might have been there for a long time.

With a dumbfounded face, Zack squinted his eyes, slowly opening the envelope.

Hey, Zack.

He read..

I like you for the longest time, Zack.

.. What?

When was this?

Hell, Zack could feel his hands shaking, those words.. Was it really for him? He had taken no notice of his shaky hands and him holding his breath. Unknowingly, his face became so pale and shocked, but Zack's only thought was.. Why?

Why did he suddenly feel so vulnerable??

The man tried to stand up, but as he did, he staggered forward which luckily, Zack stopped immediately before falling. What was wrong with him? It shouldn't affect him. It shouldn't. But it felt so suffocating.

She loved him.

She was ready to confess to him.

Zack should be happy the girl moved on, he has Mira.

Zack should be happy.

But the fact that she had loved him before..

The boy ruffled his hair in frustration and took a deep breath. No. Just no. What he felt was wrong. He shouldn't regret it. Zack loves Mira more than any person living in this world. Zack cherished her for the longest time and now he got it.

He inhaled once again, smiling at the thought of the girl he loves. Brown hair, angelic face, brown eyes... (H/c) hair, (e/c) eyes-

He sat straight up almost immediately.

Even in his thoughts, she was running around wildly. Zack might have been insane at this point.

He ruffled his hair again aggressively, before sighing...

This shouldn't bother him. But the thought of that girl actually confessing to him felt more romantic. The thought of holding her hands firmly felt so good. The thought of her, in general, was euphoric. The boy was guilty, these thoughts were wrong but oh dear, he couldn't let go.

The moment she gave up on him,

Was the moment he felt something was missing.

And now he's alone with his untangled thoughts roaming around, as he muffled his own frustrated scream with his trembling hands.

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... did I do good 👉👈?

Might delete this idk bwushwkd I don't know if it's okay