dark blooms

Stay

I told him yesterday I was leaving ,he said nothing ,then walked away

He didn't turn behind once, he didn't ask me to stay

I could see it in his eyes, the love was fading everyday

He didn't hold me like  before, he didn't kiss me the same way

I loved him still the same, it was hard to let him go

Harder yet was knowing ,he didn't love me anymore

My mind was spinning in circles , my soul was hurt and sore

He took away my heart with him, when he walked out through that door

Watch him go, I cried; my tears were least important as compared to his pride

Baby  i love you, please stay,

He walked away, my heart lay ice cold, in the  month of may

Some people don't stay forever, some things aren't just meant to be

But giving up on him forever wasn't going to be easy

He has been the only one that I've ever loved this way

I gave away myself to him but  he chose to walk away

There shall never be another love, I can never feel the same

Love feels like a big lie now, it's all a dirty game

Those promises aren't kept forever and forever is a bigger lie

And there are no happy endings, it's always a bitter goodbye

He said he really loved me, he promised he always will

He might have just stabbed me, broken promises can kill

How could he just leave? How could he walk away ?

He said he was here for me, he said he was here to stay

He left me in pieces, crumbled and destroyed

There was no moving on for me, there was no filling that void

I would never get over him not  even if I tried

And I was only hurting hard, with every second I died

He left me there just hanging to those empty vows and promises

He said  love doesn't last always, it also ends and ceases

It lasts only to end. It ends to  kill your soul

It leaves you feeling empty, it leaves you with a hole

It kills you while  you're living, wishing you were dead.

It haunts you till you've slit your wrist, till its bleeding red.