Chapter One - The pain

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Munash's POV

" why, why will you do this to me" I  slowly speak to myself  "you promised to be will me but you left me. Now how will I be able to live without you, how!"  The pain I feel inside me is unbearable, its  almost a year since  I lost my beloved husband Umar, he dead by a motor accident, we were married only three months when he died and but up till now I can't  bring myself to  believe his  no more, my life has because hell without him I just want to die maybe I will be able to living with him there.

"Ya Munash  mama is calling you" my sister Nabila came to inform me in my room, I have been in my room crying my eyes out for months now, I hardly eat or  sleep all I do is pray for him and cry for him. I stood up from my bed  went to my bathroom to wash my face after  I came out of my bathroom I wear my Veil to answer the call of my mother, I walk out of my room walking like a two year old girl , I don't have enough strength in me because of lack of food I went to her room and met her  praying  I entered will a sallam and sit beside her  praying mat  waiting for her to finish as I look down to the floor  out of respect. After she finish praying she looked at me for some seconds before speaking "Munash for how long will  you be like this just look at you don Allah" I do not know when i starting crying  i only fed  tears  rolling down my checks  " please my daughter stop hurting yourself, I know that you are in pain for loosing your husband but you should know by now  that crying and not eating will not bring him back, Umar is in a better place now" I lifted my head to look at her "mama it hurt so much, I can't believed his no more" she looked at me with pain in her eyes I can feel it, if there is a way she could get rip of my pain then she will  surely do it
"I know you may not believe me but I can feel your pain my daughter, please Munash came back to us we all miss you and are also  in pain seeing you like this" I keep quite and look down to the floor but  she lifted  my chin to look at her and wipe away my tears with her hand " my darling you Abba has news for the family once he return from work so please be down for dining OK" I just nod my head  and left for my room after entering my room I  fall  to my bed wondering what news Abba has for us.

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What news does her father has for the family?
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