It's what you do to me

Sunday ♡

- skip 2 days -

Sunday.

' not gonna lie my chest is
tighter than before.
Yea it was me but why am I
lying on the floor.'-

An - LIZ THERES SOMEONE HERE FOR YOU

I stopped writing some lyrics that have been on my mind recently.

L - GOING

it's been 2 days since Mark went gone and I miss the hell out of him. When I came back home from the airport I was extremely sad. But I still had to get ready and change bc 'I HAD TO DO MY PROJECT' don't get me wrong it was a great distraction from Mark. While I was out with Joshua my phone was blowing up. And apparently a picture of Mark and I was leaked. And yes it was the one that I kissed him. I wonder we're does tiktokroom gets all of these pictures. Anyways Joshua was kind enough to help me not have a mental breakdown. Joshua is a rly kind and respectful guy. In fact the most respectful guy I meet here in LA. Well I mean the boys aren't that respectful but it's their way of being. And for yesterday I just stayed here in the room watching movies with Vani until I had to leave for rehearsal which wasn't really a rehearsal it was more of 'turning in the project' rehearsal. And td is a little past mid-day and I'm starving. I'm heading downstairs bc apparently there's someone here for me.

As I made my way to the TV room I see Joshua sitting down on one of the couches. I go up to him and give him a side hug.

L - hey Joshua what's up?
Jb - Hey, umm I wanted to know if h want to do something
L - umm sure I'm actually rly bored
Jb - ok great let's go?
L - yea let me get my bag upstairs
Jb - ok

- at Saddle Ranch -

2:27 p.m.

Jb - are you ok?
L - yea... just so many things going on yk
Jb - yea LA is a rly crazy place
L - tell me abt it.

We talked and ate our food. Yes finally FOOD. Don't get me wrong I'm starving. I was sitting with my back towards the road and Joshua was sitting in front of me facing the road.

Jb - Hey *he whispered*
L - what *i whispered back*
Jb - yk the Hollywood fix right?
L - yea... what abt it?
Jb - he's filming us
L - what *i chocked on my drink while Joshua laughed*
L - stop it's not funny
Jb - it kinda is
L - agrrrr...
Jb - ok when I do the signal turn around to face him.
L - ok

After a couple of seconds he took a sip of his drink and winked at the camera and I knew that was my cue.

After we finished paying Joshua insisted to pay. So I let him this time. As we were walking back to his car we had someone coming up to us and saying hi.

F - hey Liz, hey Joshua
L&Jb - hey
F - so u too hanging out these couple of days
L - yea..
F - anything going on or-
L - no we're just friends
Jb - yea we're working on the movie together
F - yea yea that leads to my next question. The fans wanna know when us this movie coming out?
L - we still don't have a date for it but soon as we find out I'll let u guys know
F - ok ok so-
Jb - sorry man this our stop
F - yea yea stay safe guys
L&Jb - yea u too bye.

- the ride back to the sway -

L - sometimes I wish paparazzi didn't exist
Jb - yea me too

We laughed and talked abt random things until we got to the sway.

Jb - well...
L - well... td was fun and thank you
Jb - np. See u on set?
L - see ya on set.

I gave him a quick hug and went inside. And for my luck Jaden and Olivia are here together in the TV room. Great! I ignore them and walk straight up until-

O - hey Liz
L - oh hey... Olivia
O - I'm here with Jaden
L - oh rly *idgaf*
O - yea... in fact JADEN

God my ears

J - what Olivia-
L - hey...
J - hey...
L - ima get going
O - ok see ya tmr at filming
L - yea see ya...

Ok that was awkward. Yea I didn't speak to Jaden yet. And tmr we start filming for the movie. Agrrrr can things get worse?!