Taeminkook - little space

Finding out

Tae POV

I was feeling really stressed lately and had no where to release all my stress. I was not able to go into little space as the members are always home. They would not want a freak like me being their friend, that's why i never show them the little side of me. Today, no one is home but me, I was very happy about it.

I went into my room and took the box from under my bed out. It was filled with my little things. I took some colouring books and some stuffies out and started playing with them. I then turned on the television and started watching Peppa Pig on it. I was so focused on the episode i did not hear the opening of the front door....

Jk's Pov
(He is in a relationship with Jimin already)
I finally finished recording our new song and headed back home. I arrived back home and see no one around. I was confused as I thought Taehyung should be at home. I did not think much and headed back into me and Jimin's shared room.

After a while, Jimin came back. He greeted me with a hug and several pecks on the face.
I smiled and asked 'what do you wanna do right now?'
'I'm not sure, let's watch a movie and cuddle? We haven't done that in quiet a while' He replied
'Sure baby' i said to him and started setting the movie up while Jimin was getting changed. Jimin and I layed down on our shared bed and started the movie. Suddenly, half way through our movie, we heard a loud thump. We figured that it came from Taehyung's room and decided to have a look.

3rd person POV
When Jimin and Jungkook opened the door leading to Taehyung's room, they were beyond shocked. They saw lots of stuffies and colouring supplies scattered around the floor. They did not understand what was going on and why did Taehyung own kids items. They were about to ask Taehyung when they saw the lad having tears streaming down his cheeks. They were soft, both of them had to admit despite being in a relationship with each other, they always loved Taehyung more than friends, like lovers.
Taehyung saw Jimin and Jungkook and he felt really bad. He was ashamed and started crying. Jimin and Jungkook walked towards Taehyung wanting to comfort him a little, however, Taehyung immediately stood up and ran into the bathroom and locked the door.

Tae Pov
They must be very embarrassed of me right now, they must hate me. I am such a freak acting like a kid when I am one grown man. I did not want them to find out, I do not want to loose them because I have had a crush on both of them for a very long time. I know that they are in a relationship but i could not control my feelings. I hated myself for not being careful while being in little space, I hated myself for being a little.
'what happened tae?' I heard Jimin asking
'Leave! You hate me now, I am such a freak!'
'no, baby, don't say that, we love you no matter what.' Jungkook replied.
'No you don't, I am so stupid and I act like a kid when I am a grown ass man!'
'Stop saying that to yourself and open the door please.' Jimin begged.
'I am not opening the door, you guys hate me now, I know it'
'we don't hate you darling, we love you, if you are not wanting to open the door, we will grab the keys'

Having nothing else to do, Taehyung opened the door and allowed the two to go in. Jimin have Taehyung a huge hug after seeing his red puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks. Jungkook went to the other side and pecked Taehyung's head. Both of them are whispering encouraging words calming Tae down. When the sobs turned into tiny sniffles, Jungkook carried Taehyung back into his and Jimin's room, laying him on the bed and cuddling him from the side. Jimin following and cuddling Taehyung on the other side. Taehyung felt great against the chest of Jungkook and Jimin, he felt safe and secure.
'Wanna tell us what is happening?' Jungkook softly questioned.
'You promise you won't hate me for it' Taehyung looked up staring at Jimin and Jungkook with puppy eyes. 
'We promise' Jimin said.
'I was feeling really stressed a few months ago and had no where to release them, I searched online and found out about little space. Little space is when my mindset changes into a younger mindset when I feel stressed. I tried it out and it worked really well. But I did not think you guys would accept me if I was a little, so I kept it as a secret until you guys found out today. I'm sorry.'
'what are you sorry for baby?'
'sorry for being a freak and having little space.' Taehyung sniffled.
'Don't baby, we love you no matter what, don't be ashamed, it helps you. We will be here for you when you need it or want to, never hesitate to call us when you are in little space.' Jimin comforted.
Taehyung did not reply, Jungkook looked down realising that the little was sound asleep. They both kissed Taehyung in the forehead and headed downstairs.