Dear Angel
I loved you with no limits and set the bar real high, for many years I hated you and yet you were the one who stole my heart and set my soul on fire.
You came into my life and turned my whole world upside down, only to have everything taken away from me.
I remember the drunken noise you used to make when I walked past your party house. You were loud and rowdy like an untamed beast ready to attack. I rolled my eyes and gave you the finger yet you laughed and shook your head not thinking anything of it.
For seven long years you called my sister, only to end up having hours and hours of messed up conversations with me. With my back rested against the door I listened to every single word which left your cherry lips, yes we fooled you and yes you couldn't tell the difference between the two.
One thing is certain I wouldn't change a single blissful moment which transpired between us.
You liked my sister and yet you ended up with me, it's funny how things turned out right?
They whispered into my ear warning me to stay away from you, your a bad boy, you trouble, you'd break my heart they said, yet I pushed them aside and believed that you were the one for me. I saw something inside you no one else could see only to be made a fool at the bitter end.
You broke me to pieces and tore my heart apart and for what?
A few nights with someone who I considered to be my friend?
I questioned my self over and over again wondering where had I gone wrong, was there something I was lacking?
I stay awake all night only to come to a conclusion that I was never in the wrong, you were the one who couldn't keep it together.
And even though I hated you I still loved you...
I forgave you the minute I found out about it, I held on to your hand and begged you not to leave me as the ventilator they had you on pumped air into your lungs. I prayed every single day for fourteen days but you had no choice in the matter you had to leave me heart broken.
If only we had more time, I would have told you how much I really loved you. I loved you with every breath I took, writing this letter is the hardest thing I have ever done but I know it will never reach you my love for you are one of Gods Angel's and unfortunately he doesn't allow post boxes up there.
Imagine the chaos a simple letter would cause...
I'm sure you laugh every time I shed tears thinking about the stupid little fights we use to have.
Five years later and I still yearn to feel your touch, I miss your silly laughter and the way you used to drive me crazy.
You will always and forever remain in my heart…
Until we meet again
Your Crazy Beautiful
YOU ARE READING
Until We Meet Again
Roman d'amourI grew up not giving him a second look until one day I answered a call which was not ment for me, little did I realise that the man on the other end of the line would be the one who destroyed me.
